so today was a much better day. i made JV. yayness! i was almost crying when i called my coach to let him know. he was so happy for me. so this next tournament will be my last with United for a while...im gonna miss them majorly. so today...sorry to Mika. i didnt mean to ditch you like that. u know im not like that. i seriously thought i told u... ( Read more... )

today was the last day...and if i dont make it, i know im gonna miss some of those girls. they were a good bunch. coach made 6 cuts and im tryin so hard not to doubt myself right now. i know of 6 ppl that mite not have made it and i feel bad hoping that they didnt. (lol) *crosses fingers* i hope i did though. the list will be up tomorrow mornin and ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the last day for ttryouts...im not gonna make Varsity cuz i just know i havnt been that good this year. it's been really fun though, so i dont regret the time i put into it. i want JV so bad now! i know i can do this, if they just give me the chance. today was so much better than yesterday...i kinda want this to be over though so i can ( Read more... )

SO YEA...im really liking tryouts. they are a lot better than i thought they ever would be. im getting along with the girls, for the most part. the one girl i was worried about is probably one of the funniest on the team. i got to talk to her today cuz i played her regular position. i was like, "WOW! im sooooo sorry bout that." we're cool now ( Read more... )

so today was kinda layed back...except for after skool. i was kinda stressin bout it earlier, but im glad i had no reason to. Justin basically walked out and was hiding his face with his binder (idiot!) so i was just like, "ok! fine then, be that way!" then he was leaving and i thought, "oh my lorsh! im an idiot!" so he left and i went off to ( Read more... )

went to the movies today...we saw THE INCREDIBLES. lol. it was INCREDIBLE! i kept saying that and Amanda got mad at me for it. lol. we went back to her house and me and Steph (my mother's other daughter) talked about guys and girls. *she's gay* so it was pretty amusing. she was asking me questions and i was doing the same. she was surprised by some ( Read more... )

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ok, so i still dont feel like updating today. idk whats been up with me but ill try to pull through it right now. today was the start of our 4 day vacation and i slept in. Spencer called me at 11:45 to ask if i had picked up his camera from the dance, but i didnt. he was like, "were you still sleeping?" then i told him yea and he gav me a little ( Read more... )

i got this in an email from one of my bestest and it opened my eyes and made lots of sense to me. this is why u shoudl never hold back your feeligns, especially when it come to another human being. luv ya! <3 ( Read more... )