I'm just tired of sitting around the house all day.
When i'm not in school, or working... i'm sitting on the couch. I wish i had money to go do shit.  

      So valentine's day was yesterday. It was relatively uneventful but still very nice. We went to Cheddar's for lunch, and shared a cookie monster. Then we went to my parents place to say hey. Then we were going to go bowling but the bowling ally in langly is under construction and so we tried the bowling ally on 17 but they were having league ( Read more... )

      So, Not too much is going on. Andrew and i are getting better. I don't plan on leaving him any time soon. moving out is still an option. i'm not too sure yet. I do know that i don't want to live out of that corner anymore. I enjoy living with him for the most part. But i kind of think that if we weren't living together that maybe when i did ( Read more... )

      Things are definitely improving, Just thought i might let whoever cares know. =]

      So today, I told Andrew everything that's been bothering me. I told him how he has been making me feel unimportant and insignificant. And i even mentioned that his emails and passwords bothered me.Of course that can't really be fixed but at least not he knows. He cried. And i cried. And he apologized and acknowledged that our relationship is ( Read more... )

     Just a note before you read this entry. two hours after writing this.He asked if we were ok. And i told him at least the bit about our anniversary. It's not fixed yet. But maybe... however just as a reminder to myself ( Read more... )

      So today has been weird. Everyone i never talk to has texted me out of the blue. I hung out with Nick gross today and We went and got coffee and did some christmas shopping and listened to loud music it was a lot of fun. Well i get home and i call Andrew and leave a VM. And then like 2 seconds later i get a text from Joe and he's like "I'm ( Read more... )

      I worked today from 4-10 and it was a shitty fucking shift. Andrew has been gone for nearly 4 days now and i am proud of how i'm holding up. I cried the day he left but not since then... which is good considering when he left for only 2 days for thanksgiving i was literally a reck. I was worried i was going to be just as bad. But i'm not. So ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day to spend with Andrew before he leaves for two weeks. I'm sad but it will be ok. I know we'll talk everyday and he is bringing his computer so that we can video chat. It still really sucks. He will be back just in time for the new year.
Andrew, I miss you Already.

So yesterday was literally the best day and the most fun i've had in forever. I hung out with kk all day and we just hung out at the mall and shopped for like 5 hours. It was great. Then we went to my mothers and had some pasta and watched hot rod. It was so nice to have some girl time. We were supposed to go to the gym today but i'm not feeling ( Read more... )