last night was pretty much, awful =P i couldn't tell you why, but i kept having these terrible dreams, and i felt so weird that i kept waking up. it was just one of those nights where i couldn't sleep. i'd wake myself up thinking about shit, and stuff that i have to do and just everything, something i thought i had almost grown out of. i have ( Read more... )

so i've had a fairly intense schedual the last few days. if i'm not at school i'm working, and if i'm not doing either i'm usually asleep or doing some lab reports and or math =P. it's nice to be kept busy though, prevents me from thinking too much -_ ( Read more... )

i WAS having a good day today...then i had a random mild asthma attack...and while i was at work a certain someone smashed my bumper and tailight in =( and it's sad because my mum doesn't really believe that it wasn't my fault so she won't help me pay for it and i definitely don't have that kind of money. apparently it WAS a brand new three ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure why, but for some reason this morning i feel like i've been running some random race and today, i just stopped. it's really kind of weird, feeling...like i have no were to go from here, no direction, no idea what i'm doing, but at the same time i'm happy to just be able to sit still and not think about anything...

(apparently i've typed that title before ( Read more... )

i have a shiny new belly ring!!!!! THANKYOU CHRISTOPHER!!!!!! =D <3

i don't know whether or not to feel shitty today ( Read more... )

i haven't even logged onto this thing in a while, and so i thought i'd add an update. Today seems to be an appropriately gloomy, wet day, it being September eleventh and all. I wonder if there will ever be a day in history where we'll just forget all about it? Kind of like Pearl Harbor, or maybe it's just me and i'm going to hell, but i know i ( Read more... )

i can't stand how jouvenile i am being lately. it just seems that i've somehow managed to revert back to spineless, blind and therefor embarassingly out of the loop and shallow Jenna i'd worked so hard to overcome. I all of a sudden have self confidence issues again, and it seems half of everything i say i immediately bite my tongue and wish i ( Read more... )

i've been thinking, and i've come to the conclusion (just to add a bit of clarity to my confusion, or perhaps to simply make it worse...) that after you've become accustomed to something, when it leaves, it's fairly hard to get over ( Read more... )