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*Tell her you think shes cool.
*Tell her why you think shes so cool.
*When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
*Get her mad, then kiss her.
*Smell her hair.
*Talk to her in movie theatres.
*Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and fight you but secretly, shell love it
*Hold her hand and skip.
*Hold her hand and run.
*Just hold her hand.
*Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her.
*Tell her she looks pretty.
*Let her pay for stuff if she wants to.
*Introduce her to your friends as The coolest girl I know.
*Sit in the park and talk to her.
*Tell her dirty jokes.
*Tell her stupid jokes.
*Write poems about her.
*Just walk around with her.
*When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
*Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*Call her.
*Call her back if she calls you.
*Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
*Carve your names into a tree.
*Give her piggy-back rides.
*Push her on swings.
*Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
*Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones.
*Teach her guitar.
*Lend her your cds.
*Write on her. Make her mixtapes
*Write her letters.
*If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour train trip.
*Listen to all the bands she mentions.
*Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
*Buy her ice cream.
*Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
*Look into her eyes.
*sit under the stars with her
*look into her eyes and tell her you love her,if you mean it
* give her space
*Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
*Kiss her in the rain.
*WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HER,TELL HER<3*
it seems kind of easy. theres a list of how to love a girl. you do all that and she'll love you. yet theres only one couple thats for sure in our school, marcus & steph. they're perfect and i just wish for once i could have that. i mean honestly, i wish there was a "how to love a boy" list.. i'd follow it. and i'd be the best girl friend i could be, but i'm not. i'm really not. and i'm just lonely thats all. i want my little prince charming. because lately i've been doing stupid stuff that i shouldnt be. "you might think i'm happy but i'm not gonna be okay" thats like my life story. it's so easy being happy around people. but once i'm alone it's like i'm overtaken by the sense of being alone forever. i want to be loved. i'm ready for a relationship...and i know who i want it to be with. it's not going to happen. i had you before, but it's not going to happen again. hmm thanks.
in other news, i pulled a cyle today. i slept until 3pm. i'll be in school 2mrw though. so nighty night folks, i'm going to study or something. later!