So Keith is back up in Mt. Pleasant until Saturday for Special Olympics. He just left this morning, and I'm already crying because I miss him so much. (Yes, am a corny cliche romantic). I am not needy! I just miss him whenever he isn't with me. It's even worse when I know he's 300 miles away. Oh God, this next year at school will be intresting! I ( Read more... )

The other night when I was watching Jack and Maddy, I put Maddy down for bed and I told her I love you like I always do when I tuck her in, and I gave her a kiss. For the first time, she said "I love you too Na-Na" back, and it melted my heart.  I know, I'm cheesy, but still it made me gush.  I've been taking care of her since she was 2 months old ( Read more... )

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small. I've been drawing the line, and watching it fall. You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart. Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart..

Tinsel town wants us to believe that the only "real, true blue" female friendships always happen in quads. Rose, Blanche, Sophia, ( Read more... )

No one else can speak the words on your lips. Drench yourself in words unspoken . Live your life with arms wide open. Today is where your book begins, the rest is still unwritten..

It amazing how my life mirrors The Hills. If you would ever like to know what I'm dealing with daily, please, watch The Hills. And watch Lauren, that's who I feel like. ( Read more... )

Every time you get up and get back in the race, one more piece of you falls into place. Cause when push comes to shove, you taste what you're made of. You may bend till you break cause it's all you can take. On your knees, you look up, decide you've had enough. You get mad, you get strong. Wipe your hands, shake it off. Then you stand...

I used to ( Read more... )

Alright, well I've told myself time and time again to just give up this thing, but it's been a part of me for the past three years. It has my past, and while I don't feel the need to write down everything I feel, I'd still like in the future when I'm bored, to look back on this time now. It'll be fun ( Read more... )

When I was young I knew everything
And she a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken, sobbin' with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice, no...

I can't be held responsible
'Cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I ( Read more... )

Since I'm not your everything, how about I'm your nothing? Talking about how I'll never find anyone else like you. You must not know about me, I could have another you in a minute.

Sooooooooooooooooooooo this past week was hell. I hated it. It was testing. Really testing. I won't go into details because it's not the entire cyber worlds' business.

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And so Christmas Break 06-07 is practically over. How was it? Nice.

I spent so much time with my baby loves. Almost everyday with Keith. I spent a lot of time relaxing. I had fun, and to be honest, i don't want school to start back up, and I kinda want to stay home. But what can I do? Nothing.

I hate 8 a.m. classes, but at least it's with Brianne. I ( Read more... )

January:

• Made the first move for once, on New Year's Day (well at like 3 in the A.M.), just planted a kiss on Brandon, not caring what he thought or would do.
• Went to Canada for the second time in my life ever, but this time with Brianne, Emily, Russ, Ryan, and Jay. Ending up kissing Jay all night, and then having a short fling with him later.
• That ( Read more... )