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1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? amanda.
2) Are you happy with it? definitly. its a good one.
3) Are you named after anyone? i dont think so. my father named me.
4) Are you a prostitute? shawn said no. haha. i'd die before i did that.
5) < Your screenname: mandiebear0786.
6) Would you name a child of yours after you? never. everyone should have a name of their own. but naming boys after dads is cute sometimes.
7) Then what would you name ur children? well .. i'm not sure. something nice and creative. when that time comes.
8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? hmm. probably daniel jr. gross.
9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? shawn <3
10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? nope. just people spell my last name wrong all the time. medvic, medic, medvick one time someone spelled it medbic. idk. weird.
11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? yeah. def. i take one wall. it sounds better. much.
12) Your gender: fffeeeemale.
13) Straight/gay/bi? straight. but i'd kiss lauren again. haha. <3 You.
14) Single? Nope. never again.
15) Do you want to be single? Hell No.
16) Your birth date: May 7th.
17) Your age: 18. legal. oh yeah..
18) Age you act: about 18. i'm cool like that. but when i am with shawn he brings out my 6 year old days. ahha.
19) Age you wish you were: maybe 21. legal drinker. idk. i'm content with my age.
20) Your height: 5'4 / 5'5
21) The color of your eyes: green eyes.
22) Happy with it? love it. wish they were a little brighter.
23) The color of your hair: brown. soon to be a little darker. i think. hopeful.
24) Happy with it? yeah. but i have grey hair. too young for it. but it's stress. =/
25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right.
26) Your living arrangement? with Shawn. <3
27) Your family: well.. at the moment, my mom's in love with a woman. my father is legally crazy. my sister and brother are just a tarted as my father. =/ ..its bad. real bad. but i love my mom. she's happy being gay. hah. joking. but she is happy.
28) Have any pets? YES. i love animals. mom's- 3 dogs, Lady Appollo Tesia 1 Cat, Teo. gram's- 1 dog Lady, 2 cats Nemo and Noel. Shawn's- 2 dogs Misty Zig, 1 cat Mittens. MY Hamster, Shawnathan. <3. shawn's snake, Gilbert. and like 3 field mice, and 3 white mice.
29) What's your job: Walmart.. i like it, alot.
30) Piercings? yeah. ears tounge belly button. i think thats all i'm getting. maybe two more in my ears.
31) Tattoos? Soon.. i want one badly.
32) Obsessions? Shawn.. Love.. Sex.. LiveJournal.. writing.. Movies.. <3
33) Addictions? Shawn.. Love.. Sex.. LiveJournal.. movies and tv.
34) Do you speak another language? i tried spanish. oh yes. and i speak Shawn. haha. funnie.
35) Have a favorite quote? ... Live life to the fullest.
36) Do you have a web page? Live Journal. and PhotoBucket.
DEEP THOUGHTS)
1) Do you live in the moment? well.. for the most part. but i'm not like a jummper.
2) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? partly. but shawn gets on my last nerve. hah. when doesnt he.
3) Do you have any secrets? honestly .. no.
4) Do you hate yourself? sometimes.
5) Do you like your handwriting? yeah, recently.
6) Do you have any bad habits? yeah, tons. kill me for it please.
7) What is the compliment you get most from people? i was told i have a nice ass. and i dont have a big gap between my legs and i have a 1000 watt smile. =) . thanks to my second grade teacher. ha.
8) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? it would probably start out on maury or jerry springer. i know. then it would be so confusing and retarted that people would pay zillions to see other people look like retarts and see bad thinga happen to them. overall the title would "You're Glad it Didnt Happen to You."
9) Can you sing? yeah, it the shower and in the car when its dark. and the windows are rolled up. its scary.
10) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? well.. haha. there's no one else i would want to be. i like me. and me is who i am.
11) Are you a loner? sometimes. but i like my time with my friends and some family.
12) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? Shawn, Job, Money saving. i need a place of my own. badly.
13) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? without a doubt. when i was younger and well my friends and i would fight all the time. and what 11 and 12 year old girls didnt fight.. well i wished i had a friend like me.
14) Are you a daredevil? not since i met shawn. he brings out the best in me.
15) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? my depression. i need to get it checked out. sadly. i know.
16) Are you passive or aggressive? depends on my mood.
17) Have you got a journal? yes this one. and i have like a zillion at my house.
18) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength.. listening and calmness. weakness.. Shawn, definitly. i hate it when we fight or argue. and crying is a big weakness of mine.
19) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my depressed state of mind. =/ .. its hard on my body and soul.
20) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. Which would you choose: without another thought Love. it's all i need to get through a day.
21) How do you vent? cry. scream. drive. sometimes i throw things. take a shower.
22) Do you think you are emotionally strong? oh god no. i am probably the most emotionally weakest person alive. i get hurt easily. i dont know why. i was always that way. its hard.
23) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yea. my first real bf dave was a mistake. but i've learned from it. and i regret not always taking life as it is given to me.
24) Do you think life has been good so far? well.. not really. but i am content. mostly. within the past 3 years.. i lost my greatgrandmother, uncle bob, grandfather, greatgrandfather, some things with shawn were extremely hard on me, i lost my grandmother and never got to say goodbye to any of them. then school. and now my parents. its tough.
25) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? take what you get and run. or walk a little faster so you can see what comes a little bit before it hits you smack in the face. you will never get your way. hope for the best, expect for the worst. take baby steps, dream and fear. Laugh and Cry. and smile every chance you get. and never break a promise you make. do lie it'll get you no where, and dont pretend. reality is much better than what you think in your mind.. cause again.. things wont go your own way..
26) What do you like the most about your body? they way everything fit in perfectly. i like my whole body. and i never used to until shawn. he showed me. =)
27) And least? well my complection. its hard too look in the mirror and not cry. and its not like i dont take care of my skin cause i do. i spend tons of money on face washes specificly for faces and acne. but i just have overlly oily skin.
28) Do you think you are good looking? well.. i have good days and bad. but for the most part i like my look.
29) Are you confident? sometimes. shawn taught me to be confident with myself. and embarass myself without feeling embarassed. haha. he's good for that.
30) What is the fictional character you're most like? hmm.. toughie.. idk. Ideas?
31) Are you perceived wrongly? i think so. i think people think of me differently than what i actually am. idk.
32) Whose arms do you feel safe in? i'd only trust my life with shawn. i feel the most Safe in his.. <3 and my moms. i love her.
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1) Smoke? no. its rough on my lungs.
2) Do drugs? nope.
3) Have sex? yes yes yes.
4) read the newspaper? sometimes.
5) Pray? for everyone else but me.
6) Go to church? o havent in a while.
7) Talk to strangers who IM you? mostly.
8) Sleep with stuffed animals? shawn.. haha. and an elephant shawn bought me. its in my car thou.
9) Take walks in the rain? i used to play in the rain. haha. remember that one time heather. haha. good times.
10) Talk to people even though you hate them? well.. i'll talk to anyone. its not like i hate them but like i dont like what they've done to me, or how they act. but i talk to my dad and sister and for the most part i dislike them.
11) Drive? i'd die without my license !!
12) Like to drive fast? mostly. i got a speeding ticket once. 160$ shitty.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
1) Liked your voice? i kind of like my voice. not now though cause its sore.
2) Hurt yourself? i have.. and who hasnt. people always think thing that hurt them, mentally. but i havent hurt myself physically.
3) Been out of the country? sadly. nope.
4) Eaten something that made other people sick? umm.. i ate something that made me sick that other people ate.
5) Been in love? only once !! i Love you Shawn.
6) Done drugs? just a little p o t.
7) Gone skinny dipping? haha.. this one time .. ahha. me and shawn. it was niccccee. <3
8) Had a medical emergency? yes. um. alot. i broke my leg, had emergency surgery on my leg, had a push pin in my lung. long story. but it wasnt in my mouth. and went to the ER cause of my chest and stomach. shawn was with me. sweetness. oh yea. wait 5. when i was little i remember going cause i was really sick. and alot when i was a babie cause i had undeveloped lungs.
9) Had a surgery? yeah.. my leg, lung. thats it i think.
10) Ran away from home? hahaha !! omg ! yes, with heather and we didnt go to far. haha. aaahhh.. good times. i remember.
11) Played strip poker? i played strip pool. shawn and kev and bub will bring out the worst in you. haha.
12) Gotten beaten up? yeah. nicole and donnie and charlie. ahh.. painful times. and me and timmy fought too. it was a good one thou. i dont remember what about.
13) Beaten someone up? yeah. me and heather used to beat up on donnie and charlie. and i've beaten shawn.
14) Been picked on? hell yes. who hasnt.
15) Been on stage? yes.. ahha. nice times.
16) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning? .. holy shit. no. but i have been so drunk that i played the boobie game, made out with lauren and dont remember how it started or where and when. had 'semigroup' sex, took a shower with laur, crawled around on the floor, cried, and took another shower. actually i dont remember much about that night. haha. nice time too look back on and say.. gee i hope that doesnt get around again, and my parents dont question me about the shower i took with a girl.. hahaha.
17) Slept outdoors? yes.. lots. <3 fun.
18) Thought about suicide? yes.
19) Pulled an all-nighter? hahaha.. yeah.. me and shawn used to all the time in the summer time. good times.
20) If yes, what is your record? likw 23hrs and like so manymintues. maybe more i dont remember.
21) Gone one day without food? i think i have. cause when your a kid and playing all the time you rarely eat.
22) Talked on the phone all night? oohh yess. i remember the lovely talks me and shawn used to have. i miss those days. =/
23) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)? yea.. me and shawn slept in the same bed. shared a bed with lots.
24) Slept all day? hell yeah.
25) Killed someone? shhh..
26) Made out with a stranger? never. and never will.
27) Had sex with a stranger? Never ever. and never ever will.
28) Kissed the same sex? yeah.
29) Done anything sexual with the same sex? just kissing.
30) Been betrayed? oh yeah. a few.
31) Had a dream that came true? well.. i can honestly say i've dreamt of the relationship shawn and i have.. and we have it in reality.
32) Broken the law? yes.. everyday.
33) Met a famous person? i dont think so. but shawn has met Bill Clintion. haha. funny. he shook his hand too and he was on tv. i just asked him. i laughed.
34) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no. but i've ran over things that were already dead.
35) On purpose? well.. when we feed Gilbert mice.
36) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? who hasnt. when your younger everythings a secret. old times. good ones.
37) Stolen anything? yeah.. this thingy. thank you liz norton. i love your journal layout is always awesome. =)
38) Been on radio/tv? um.. no.
39) Been in a mosh-pit? my own. haha.
40) Had a nervous breakdown? quite a few. sadly.
41) Considered religious vocation? no.
42) Bungee jumped? i would love too. i'd be scared as hell but id like to.
43) Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah.. i used to have weird dreams of my uncle bob. after he passed away. =/ .. and this one where nick carves his name into my stomach and beats me nearly to death and i am in the hospital and all i want is shawn and everyone looks like nick. scary.
44) Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? wonderful boyfriend.
45) If so, who? Shawn. duh.
46) how long? this sunday 22 months. <3
47) who was your first boyfriend or girlfriend? hahaha.. i remember pat. haha. funnnnnniiieesss. <3 the past is good, sometimes.
p.s >>> there is a journal floating around that i hear looks pratically like mine. funny. i didnt believe it until i seen it. crazy honey, crazy. we have same tastes.
and today will be a good Day .. shawn's still asleep. and i did the dishes, made some cookies for little nick, laundry and i still have more laundry. it'll be okay. hopefully soon we are going to go to see Little Nick. Well i'll update more later.. <3 i'm starving.. and well its here. okay. have to go.
love you byes. and later.