well today was one of those -yeah i survived but i cant tell you what i ate for lunch days- no eventful and dull. i realized today that someone is liar. like a full blown liar. it amazes me what people will do for attention. it makes me sick. i dont know. im just in a funk. i will survive. i went to work today. bret was supposed to come in but he ( Read more... )

okay lets breathe together here. yes this day was bad. tomorrow i get to wake up and do it all over again. try to say that without your eyes getting teary. I GET TO WAKE UP AND DO IT AGAIN. Do you not understand. I can give you everything. I want to give everyone everything. I want to be who i used to be. I wanted to be who i was a year or two ago ( Read more... )

home alast from buffalo. the hotel was a sight to see. trash is a good adjective to describe it. me and krissy got along wonderfully. it was like a match made by the gods. my favorite part was when we got chinesse food <3 some other people made me wanna saw my legs off while being set on fire. but at least thats done. it took us 9hours to get there ( Read more... )

busy day today.

school
after school i was with mary and katey for awhile
diner
home then
doctor - i have a promising case of pink eye
dinner
then me and cole have stuff to get done before i leave
then i have to pack
do homework

im never gonna make it to bed. lol

i feel kinda sick actually. too much smoke. to much

im over tired. about 2 hours of sleep in the past few days. I have dark things around my eyes. they hurt. i hurt. school was normally shitty. no surprises. fucking ring ceremony tongiht. its pointless. buffalo in two days.

update- derek has a girlfriend. bret is a scumbag. last year mrs burkett told the class that a scumbag is a used condom. woop

Does anyone else feel l ike they could blow a few select people up?

today was a good day ( Read more... )

im just really in a very numb like mood. Im kinda down on how my life is playing out. I feel as though everything i touch turns do duck shit. It becomes smelly and dull. Its not fun. Im not having fun. Your not making this any better. Your probably making this worse. My life is such a let down. I dont know how to escape it. It just follows me ( Read more... )

with the presidental election tomorrow..i would like to say that people at least in this late state should stop tring to force their own opinions on other people . its so hard to find the truth esp in this election. everything is covered in so many lies. some people will say almost anything to get elected. its sick. well at least i know who i ( Read more... )

It all started with this book. About a week ago i was watching a show and on that show they had a special guest. These people, a guy and a girl, who worked for the TV show- Sex and the City. Both of them together wrote this book called - Hes just not that into you. So im sitting at the table with my dad. And my dad goes to me, your buying that book ( Read more... )