well everyone the job of my dreams is near ending. Moday is my last day at the day care. I'm truely going to miss it. I've grown attached to these great kids. I've taught one kid who everyone failed at teaching to swing to swing. It may be a small acheivement but I'm proud of it. I can look back and say I taught him how to swing. The worst part is ( Read more... )

Hows everyone been latley? Thinks my way have been going down. It's beef feeling lately that I have been loosing a friend that means the world to me. but I don't know what to do. Not to mention now my cousin who is like a little brother to me is trying to go hood just because he doesn't want to be the Bitch in his group. Last weekend he did ( Read more... )

It's been a while since my last update. I really don't think I should be writing this one to tell you the truth. But even if I don't post it I still need to get some things off my chest ( Read more... )

Just incase anyone still out there reads my journal I thought I would make a quick up date ( Read more... )

Once again I seem to worry everyone. I'm just going to do everyone a favor and stop updating my journal...atleast not so much. Everyone keeps saying how depressed I am. Some times I see what there talking bout but sometimes I don't. I show syntoms, but sometimes don't feel it. I just worry more and more people writing in here. I really don't want ( Read more... )

Me and my mom just got into an arguement about an hour ago about me working full time or not over the summer. Me I really want to go camping and maybe volunteer at Grand Valley with a friend so I don't want to work full time ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting sick. This morning was the second morning I woke up with a head ache. I really hope I'm not getting sick. It's possible. The kids are sick and seeing that I don't sleep all that well I can understand it if my bodies defense against sickness isn't all that well. I feel more tired right now then I useally do ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day. I've been babysitting all day and it's gone pretty good. No hurts or any thing so it's all good. A couple of wines and mones but thats usual. I'm pretty tired though. I've been doing alot of moving and now all I want to do is lay down a drift to sleep ( Read more... )

Yesturday was a pretty good day. Nothing went saverly wrong so all was well. I really needed to go to that movie I went to the day before. It gave me time to relax and just have fun. Maybe I should drag her to a movie more offten (LOL). I realy needed the weekend though. I'm over T's house babysitting right now. This money I'm going to have to save ( Read more... )

Today was the day from hell. It seemed like everything that could go wrong went wrong. I am really starting to hate my life and school to go with it. Nothing lately is going right, but today I had a short breather ( Read more... )