i had an amazing day..i went to blakes in the morn at 630!! i normally get woken up then. i only went to get her white belt. it was fun tho i got in a good mood ( Read more... )

i cant believe that break ends tomorrow. god dammit. i hate waking up early and sitting through mr mcloughins class n mr wood. it sux balls. i love my friends and laughing in school. its fun. school - the classes =heaven. and i hate this shit...whatever...peace

well break is almost to a close. it was not the best break but sumthings happened that made me happier and sum that fucking burned my self esteem. i wanna share waht i learned ( Read more... )

tonight me n sammo went to oasis. i have to say that was my first time there. it was kinda cool. we saw lots of peeps. we got kinda bored so we went to walmart and walked in the movies. saw the stalker john guy. and kyle p and all those bball players. and arielle b. and her friend hannnah,rj and lenny. they were playing hide n seek in walmart. we ( Read more... )

wow i had an amazing day&night yesterday. me n samm n mel hung out, mel left and me n samm watched idenity and got fat. lol samm left for dinner and we went to the movies and saw you got served. and got stalked by sum guy with probs and john or summin ( Read more... )

okay, so mel+samm slept over last night. we were all in my twin bed and samm was falling off the front of the bed, and i was falling in the "crack" between the wall n the bed. mel n samm kept pushing me, and i fall all the way in, mel n samm are cracking up and im like crying n screaming cause, my chest was squashed. and they didnt realize that i ( Read more... )

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i have nothing to do, last vaca was so much better, me n samm hung out with the guys like everyday and i didnt spent one day just sitting home. i loved it. i needa get outt of this hell hole. theres sumone i really wanna hangout with. let*s see if they ask me to hangout...leave one

god all mighty when will it stop, my parents divorce is still effecting my family. does my father not realize that we dont care about what job we might get or waht is happening in his life, seriously all my father talks about is himself. he is a selfish prick. my brother fliped out and cryed and shit today and i told my dad that i found condoms in ( Read more... )

okaa. that entry before. the poll about being pretty.one comment hit me hard. i felt like that was the only honest one, maybe you guys think i`m pretty but this person, i think i kno who it was, made me feel so horrible that tha face i saw in the mirror had changed. i had self esteem for a few hours and then hearing that i kinda definatly let it ( Read more... )