hey ya'll look out ahead because here comes change.
here's the deal- my light, my love, my lindsay came up with a fabulous user name (lyrical.sunshine) for my new email.
it's so marvelous and fabulous and wonderful that i think it's going to become my new livejournal name and my new screename for aim.
so just a heads up.

meanwhile i've been writing ( Read more... )

I suck ( Read more... )

it's a shame in a way cause i feel i may not ever find the right one for me. did i leave him? is he right in front of my face? oh will my true love ever be?
why would i go on a search again, when i know what the end will be? what good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
i made a promise never to settle why didn't i keep it?
cause i hated the ( Read more... )

I'm all dressed up about to go galaxy bowling (wtf is that?!) with all of the best.
Well not all of the best since you're not there. (yeah I'm talking to you, whoever is reading this, because you read this and that makes you the best)
Anyway I thought I looked (kinda) cute.
So I grabbed a camera...
Goofed off...
and here are the results...

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We were supposed to hang out tonight.
But uhm, kids got in the way. Not his of course.
On the phone, it was so adorable and I couldn't stop laughing.
I'm still smiling.
I wish I were there, watching him watch those kids.
Freaking adorable.

And my love?
She's ridiculous!
Who calls people loser and punk anyway?

I talked with Dan today. How come he always knows me best and knows exactly what I'm doing? He told me I needed to stop thinking that my future is empty, and I really need to work on my self-esteem and self-confidence. God knows, those two things have ALWAYS been an issue for me. He tells me to stop looking at life like chess, to stop trying to ( Read more... )

I wrote this a long time ago ( Read more... )

Why can't I relax and just let things be?
Why am I so messed up that I can't just... be...??
Why do I need stability and excitement all in one?

I can't just let thing shappen, either a relationship or a little playing..
I have tobe able to trust and feel good about it.

heyyyy i just wanted to link these absolutely beatuiful little flower icons here

Tequila Sunrise

• 2 oz Tequila
• 4 oz Orange Juice
• 3/4 oz Grenadine
• Ice

Stir tequila and orange juice with ice and strain into a glass half full of ice cubes. Pour grenadine in slowly and allow it to settle to the bottom. Before drinking, stir your sunrise.

Bahia Breeze recipe

1 1/2 oz Jose Cuervo® ( Read more... )