so me and dan broke up today. we decided it was mutual. we both think that we were going out with each other because we were both comfortable and it was convenient. but then he told me that he wasn't in love with me anymore. that really hurt me alot. i just want to know what made him fall out of love with me. But i guess its for the better. i think ( Read more... )

nothing has changed from the day before. Dan hasn't even called me back about anything. i called him earlier and he was watching a movie and decided to call me after, which he didn't.
I slept all day today for the most part. i still haven't gone to school.

i talked to meg today. she mad me realize a few things. I'm not sure if i am going to go ( Read more... )

So i think i am going to start doing this again. Not sure anyone will read it but it will be here so i remember things ( Read more... )

1. Your name ( Read more... )

woo i definitely learned a inward 1/2 today! So happy ahh!! Yeah i definitely smacked on my last one! ahh! i smacked my throat, my chest and the inside of my upper arm! yay i couldnt breathe it was sweet!! haha I'm so happy ( Read more... )

i feel like i lost someone who was close to me... it kind of sucks.... i wish they would realize that i am here and i want to still talk.... I miss you!!!

i think i have done what is best for me. Even though it hurts to think about it. I hope i chose the right decision. So far i have been really depressed about it and then i got happy and sad again and one more time i got really happy and i became tired and fell asleep ( Read more... )

Ok lets just say that Friday Night Kicked Some Major Ass! Thanks to everyone who was apart of it!! I love you guys ( Read more... )

Wow I thought things were getting better, they were for a little while, they slowly seem to get worse ( Read more... )

i just want to go in my room and rip out my heart, i feel like it breaks every day and repairs itself over night and every night the break hurts even more!

Wow someone said something to me...It really hit me really hard. I dont know how to respond! My life is going down the drain and no one is going to save me