So there's about 8,000,000 high school students on campus this weekend. It's the music people for the state competition. OMG, soooo many. I couldnt stand it. I got to get to 2 classes today- but now I'm so damn tired I dont think i can make it to a third, but I'm doing as much work as I can on other projects so that next week, i can go to classes ( Read more... )

So I was sitting here bitching to myself about how I feel like crap. I know I should be going to the hospital to get rehydrated- but I really just dont' feel like it. Fucking Kidneys ( Read more... )

I hate my life sometimes. I hate being sick all the fucking time, and I hate people reminding m of tyhe fact that I'm sick all the time. It's not like I can control my fucking kidneys. I hate second guessing everything too. I am sick to fucking death of this shit ( Read more... )

I just need to scream to the world tha I HATE bullshit people. Everyone has convictions, but if you DARE try to impose your convictions on to others- then you're an ass. If you dare make them known to others, an continuously fall back on them- you're an ass. If you speak one way and act another- you're an ass. If you think you're just so fucking ( Read more... )

I would just like to say that I ABSOLUTELY AGREE wth Jennifer's blog ( Read more... )

So..Kidney infections suck. My back is killing me, it's totally bullshit. The meds arent helping yet- but I'm hopeful. Meanwhile, I'll "avoid classes" like my Dr said ( Read more... )

So... I found out why my back hurts so f-ing much...I have a severe kidney infection. Hooray. So now I'm supposed to lay down as often as I can- use heat or ice, whatever makes me happier. I have antibiotics, muscle relaxers and a pain pill that ALL are supposed to make me drowsy...we'll see. This whole thing sucks ass. BTW symptoms include " ( Read more... )

I just wrote a long journal about how I felt about everything. And my computer decided to be ghetto and shut down.... I think it's an omen. I should stop explaining how I feel, and just shut down for a while.

Things I've JUST decided ( Read more... )

So I spent the last hour crying to my mom about EVERYTHING. She's all sorts of freaked out now. I'm just so frustrated - EVERYTHING is getting to me. My Grades are good, and I'm suprised and ecstatic about that, but ( Read more... )