Months and months and months go by in the blink of an eye, and I? Oh, I. I sit idly by and wonder why.

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I'm going to sit here and type out everything that comes to mind that is stressing me the eff out at the moment, and we're going to hope it helps. Right now it feels like an angry bee hive has replaced my brain and is just buzzing away.

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Today should be the first day of the cleaning schedule. What did I say Monday was going to be, bathrooms? I think so. I haven't done those lol. I'm planning to, though, so we'll see. I did, however, pick up some downstairs. We're still trying to put the living room back together after rearranging furniture Saturday, so I started clearing the area ( Read more... )

Rowan just stood up by himself!

I purposely waited to write this out today rather than on the 1st because I did not want it to feel like a "New Year's Resolution". I'm not sure I know a single person who's actually stuck to their NYRs over the years for any substantial length of time, leading me to believe they are just inevitably doomed to fail. This also isn't something that ( Read more... )

I can't keep living like this. If I don't take better care of myself, I'm going to stay completely run down and miserable and it isn't going to be anyone's fault but my own. Yes it's hard to adjust your life to do things you aren't used to, even when they're beneficial. Yes it's going to suck for a while as I work out a new routine and figure out ( Read more... )

The kitchen remains clean! I also got a lot done in the office yesterday, including vacuuming and shampooing (well, partially) the floors. We should be able to finish rearranging either today or tomorrow, and once Chris goes through the stuff he needs to sort, it may actually be a functional space again. Cleaning the floors made a world of ( Read more... )

Feeling pretty good this morning, despite tossing and turning a lot last night. I actually feel like I have the energy to get some things accomplished. I also have been contemplating some life adjustments to hopefully make things easier for my little family. Of course, all of this sounds great right now. This version of me, at 9:11AM on 8/25, feels ( Read more... )

I'll flesh this out later, because it's late and I'm on my phone which makes this take so much longer. I didn’t want to forget though. Rowan sat up by himself today for the first time! We missed it the first time he did it. We were in the kitchen while he was in the living room in his pack and play. When we came back, Chris asked if I sat Rowan up ( Read more... )

I don't really have anything to say, so I'm not sure where this is going to end up. I'm just feeling a lot of things and thought maybe writing them down would help somehow? I don't know. I don't even know what it is I'm feeling, entirely. It's weird.

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