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[simplymerachel]

I love God....I hate the world sometimes
why is everything I do wrong?
Kelsey, your prayers are honestly starting to scare me, especially with what's recently been happening.

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[leesmees]

I'm sorry you feel that way. You make choices, And every choice you make is what you want to do. If you do what you want, then your not wrong. I'm guessing your entry is directed toward someone, and if that's the case, then I'm sorry that whomever it is, is making you feel like that. But just remember, I will back you up for what ever do or whatever decision you make.

[simplymerachel]

"If you do what you want, then your not wrong. "
Unfortunately, that's not always true. Actually, most of the time it isn't.
Thank you, Lees for being such a supportive and caring friend.
I cannot make decisions based on how I feel or what I want without regards to those that I love and the God that I serve. His plan for my life is so much better than anything I can choose or imagine. If I only do what I want then I'm hurting myself and others even though it might be what I want at the time. I wish I could tell you my firsthand experience of this. Maybe I can when it is all over, which may be never. Because of the selfish decisions I have chosen over the past three years, I have invited so much heartache into my life and have deeply hurt those who love me.