Thank you all for that brilliant moment of clarity.

I'm sorry for overreacting.

For everything, I mean.

These journals aren't for grandstanding like that. It won't happen again.

Was a rather difficult week in studies. I lost my focus, which bothers me. It never used to be a problem.

Don't ask me why. It's not as if anyone really gives two shites.

And don't argue with me about that either. I'm not in the mood.

Please don't put me on your lists any more.

I'm tired of hearing that you want to snog me because I look like my sister.

Thank you.

Cho?

I honestly am better. Thank you guys for worrying. I just felt very trapped in... well, myself.

I still do, but I'm handling it better, I think.

So thank you. Everyone.

Thank you, Hermione.

I've thrown myself back into my studies, and it is probably for the best that it stays that way.

Some day, I'll get my head on straight.

I am so confused. And for once, it has nothing to do with Quidditch.

Cho? Seamus? For that matter, EVERYONE, what's going on?

I'm afraid that I've fallen into the usual pattern of the first of the year. I'm bored to tears, and have nothing to really do besides studies. Don't get me wrong, it's important to keep up and whatnot, but I just get tired of only the books.

I need excitement. I just don't know where to find it.