::sigh::

[simplyscarlet]

i don't know what to do right now. i miss gilbert so much. am i being irrational? are the reasons why we're apart right now real reasons, or are they just mental lists i have made so that i won't feel sad about breaking up? i hate how he smokes so much, and not just his cigarettes. i hate how he doesn't trust me up here in austin. i hate how it

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[itsjustmyshadow]

come over, we'll have coffee or something!

that'd be nice

[simplyscarlet]

thanks my sweet! i just might take you up on your offer. :D

[psykotikdreamz]

hey squirrel,
long distant relationships are hard.
i too also believe in second chances,
but sometimes u have to open ur eyes
and see what u have in front of you.
if you two were meant to be then you'll
end up together later on down the road of life.
now you should focus on Your life with your career.
if having a long distant relationship is causing this much
pressure on you then maybe it just isnt the best thing
you need right now. i'm not saying to break up or to stay with him.
that choice is up to you. just try to be logical and
realistic. my advice is not the greatest,
but hopefully some of it will make sense to you.
:)

thanks for caring and sharing

[simplyscarlet]

we're going to try to work things out because we both love each other and it's more stress being apart. we're going to try and relax though and be more patient with each other. if that doesn't work, then i'll just have to find me some boy toys! j/k i'm just going with it.