How could something so beautiful turn so ugly in a matter of days? Violently falling apart and testing each others emotions, and too proud to give in and help fix a problem between two people who were in love. Maybe its just me, and my perspective on life. But I do know that I will still see you in my sleep, and every time my mind wonders off into ( Read more... )

if you could just tell the guy your in love with that you love him...
than i guarntee that i would have already poured my heart out...
but its not that easy...
how am i supposed to show the way i feel without getting hurt?!

Well I can't regret ( Read more... )

josh called me today!! outta nowhere!! it was kinda weird...i was like who the hell is this and he was like josh. i was like freaking out wondering why the hell he called me!! but its all good i'm glad to hear from him and all!! i'm going to fiesta texas monday!! WhOoP WhOoP!! OmGoSh last year we would all make fun of josh in history becuz i said ( Read more... )

why did i fall in love with an unreachable kind of guy...
why did i fall in love with the words he spoke and not him...
its for all the right reasons, but for the person...

"WhY cAnT i FeEl AnYtHiNg FrOm AnYoNe...BuT yOu?!"
-TaKiNg BaCk SuNdAy-

EvErLaStInG pAiN ( Read more... )

today was really good!! i went to fiesta texas with alexa, greg, farina, and aubrey!! i had a lots of fun with him!! we got alexa on a bunch of rollercoaster rides which was really good!! i'm so proud of that!! but she still wont get on the rattler. i dont even know why?! ::grRrRr:: don't worry alexa i'll get you on it!! hopefully...((LoL)) well in ( Read more... )

sergio just called me!! and i'm really glad he did...shows he still remembers his best friend!! :) he said he called like 343245 times before, but i wasnt home...guess i wasnt!! :( oh well its good to hear from him. i've missed him lots!! its hard losing a best friend!! :( he's the first i've lost but it still sux!! anyhoo...he called lily!! :) ( Read more... )

when you have no control over your actions is it your fault for the mistakes you've made...my day has been alright...my bestest friend is coming down friday!! its gonna be soo much fun!! when me and her get together were crazy...i love you girlie!! thats pretty much all the good news thats happend so far ( Read more... )

"when everything feels like the movies....you bleed just ot know your alive ( Read more... )