UGHHH.

AMBER, WHY THE FUCK ARENT YOU ONLINE??

I NEED TO TALK TO YOUUUUU.

He Kissed Me.

♥

Friday Sounds Great.

I Hate Family Drama Though.

Which Just Maks Me More Eager For Next Weekend To Come Along.

I'm So Glad To Be Done WIth It All.

Ughh.

ALMOST THERE.

♥

My Whole Body Aches Right Now.

IDK Why.
It Just Does, Since Like Last Night.

I felt like I was going to die when I went to go to bed.
No, not really...

But It DID hurt really bad.
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&
I think I need to stop getting my hopes up.
Because when I do,
It Never Works Out.
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So...
How was everyones Christmas?
Mine was Alright.

It pretty much seemed like a regular day, 
Except where I got some clothes & Cd's.
...But Yeah.

Friday I Finally Got To Hang Out With Mr. Anjelo.

Twas Fun.

We were suppose to hang out like all day, but things happened
And yeah.

Him & Tonya 
Picked me up at like 8:30.

So we picked up Tonyas Bf.

[(Who Happens ( Read more... )

So yeah.

I'm Bored...

And I Can No Longer Make Long-Distance Phone Calls.

My Parents Took It Off Of Our Plan We Had On Our Phone...

It Sucks.

Like 98% Of The People I'd Call Live Down In Florida.

UGHHHH.
♥

OMG, I havent been this pissed off in a VERY long time.

I'm litterally shaking with anger.

And its pretty damn hard to piss me off to the point where I feel destructive...

But Congradulations...

You've Done It.

&

The More And More I Think About It,
The More Mad I Get.

What a fucking asshole.

♥

So Pretty Much
She Feels Speaking Up Might 
"Cause A Problem"
 Between Them.

I Doubt It.

But I'll Speak Up If It Starts To Bother Me
Lilke It Bothers Her When I Get Back To My Old Schedule.
I Am Excited.
You Dont Even Know.

♥

I think I'm Starting To Feel Better Now,
With Like Everything Thats Been Going On.
And  Yeah.
IDK.
I keep thinking about all the things I have to look 
Forward to, and it seems to be helping, a lot.

Even if that sounds stupid, 
It's true.
Plus, 
I've Had Some Help From Two Friends.

♥

Nothing seems to be helping me out
In this situation.

And it doesnt matter what i do, 
Or what my intentions are
Whether they are good or not,

I keep getting hurt by it.

And I just keep thinking about how fucked this whole thing is.

I hate it, I really do.
♥

So i was going through an old journal/notebook i had...

and yeah, i came upon this, and started to laugh...


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