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my gynecologist told me that having few hair is the most dominant symptom for androginy. he prescribed the strongest pill in the market, which my ex-boyfriend believes might improve my bi-sexuality into hetero-sexuality.
last night i drank and flirted. then i cried to two people and knew well enough to not say why. my emotions are so flexible. but, isn't everyone's?
today i looked at myself in the mirror. i mainly focused on the sleep on my eyelashes. and my young skin. i then resorted back to my childhood trauma. (as if you didn't know who this was already w/the drunk introduction.)
i thought about how the death of a child was my story. how by age eleven i was handed my depression. how even if i was told it was 'okay', i knew it never would be.
so, i pushed it all away.
no one could get to me from then on.
last night... i started on simple minded things and ended on the worst thoughts of my life. & both came to me this morning, so i'm half okay.
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this laugh's on me.
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today i looked at myself in the mirror. i mainly focused on the sleep on my eyelashes. and my young skin. i then resorted back to my childhood trauma. (as if you didn't know who this was already w/the drunk introduction.)
i thought about how the death of a child was my story. how by age eleven i was handed my depression. how even if i was told it was 'okay', i knew it never would be.
so, i pushed it all away.
no one could get to me from then on.
last night... i started on simple minded things and ended on the worst thoughts of my life. & both came to me this morning, so i'm half okay.
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Even when I'm surrounded by the people I love most in the world.
I blame myself.
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