bleh..
I feel something right now, I just don't what. Whatever it is I don't have time for it. I have too much hwk. to feel any emotion other than stress. I'm actually not stressed... I'm just here, I'm doing hwk. not because I want to get good grades or because I'm dedicated (like usual) but more because I have to. Well, not because I have to, but because it’s habitual.
I’m not stressed, yet I have reasons to be stressed.
I’m not sad, yet I can easily find a reason to be sad.
I’m not happy, yet there are so many reasons to be happy.
I feel emotionless and unaffected by everything, or maybe I feel too many emotions.
The one emotion I can confirm is confusion, which you can tell by my contradictory entry.
I want something, I just don’t know what.
I’m trying to convince myself that my lack of emotion is actually contentment..it isn't working.
I’m not stressed, yet I have reasons to be stressed.
I’m not sad, yet I can easily find a reason to be sad.
I’m not happy, yet there are so many reasons to be happy.
I feel emotionless and unaffected by everything, or maybe I feel too many emotions.
The one emotion I can confirm is confusion, which you can tell by my contradictory entry.
I want something, I just don’t know what.
I’m trying to convince myself that my lack of emotion is actually contentment..it isn't working.