Destiny
Do you feel that you were born with a predetermined role in society? If so, how do you feel about it?
I hate it, I really do. It makes me want to scream, because I'm not strong or powerful, and Voldemort...is. He's got the cards, and there's no way I can do anything to him, no matter what Dumbledore says. No matter what the prophecy says.
When I get a minute to myself and I don't have anything to do but think about my life so far, I have this horrible thought that it was supposed to be this way, that I'm destined to be the one on the outside, the freak, and then I'm to die as an example and it...doesn't really surprise me.
There are people I don't even know exist who know everything about me, who have oppinions on who I am and what i've done. People who are depending on me to save them from Voldemort, when I can't even save my friends. They need me to be strong, powerful, and I can't even call up my Patronus anymore.
How can I be destined to kill Voldemort? I can't be. I'll die, but my friends will die first because they're trying to protect me, and then all those people depending on me will die, and we'll all be nothing but fertilizer, and. And that's destiny?
I hate it, I really do. It makes me want to scream, because I'm not strong or powerful, and Voldemort...is. He's got the cards, and there's no way I can do anything to him, no matter what Dumbledore says. No matter what the prophecy says.
When I get a minute to myself and I don't have anything to do but think about my life so far, I have this horrible thought that it was supposed to be this way, that I'm destined to be the one on the outside, the freak, and then I'm to die as an example and it...doesn't really surprise me.
There are people I don't even know exist who know everything about me, who have oppinions on who I am and what i've done. People who are depending on me to save them from Voldemort, when I can't even save my friends. They need me to be strong, powerful, and I can't even call up my Patronus anymore.
How can I be destined to kill Voldemort? I can't be. I'll die, but my friends will die first because they're trying to protect me, and then all those people depending on me will die, and we'll all be nothing but fertilizer, and. And that's destiny?