HEY LOOK, I updated XD

[sin_unforgiven]

When did the phrase "You're doing it wrong" become the one sentence sum up of myself as a whole.

Sad day y'all.

Sad day.

Oh well. Try harder tomorrow I guess.

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[devilsduplicity]

Awww, what's wrong? D8

[sin_unforgiven]

I love that Bishop is looking up towards my icon. It makes me insanely happy. Just sayin XD

But yeah, I dunno. I'm just feeling a bit worthless lately I guess....I don't even want to elaborate on my feelings....cause no matter how I word it, it all comes out sounding petulant and stupid in my head. I just feeling like I'm failing. At basically everything. Even the things I thought I had kind of squared away are getting twisted, and I just can't really tell what's up or down anymore. I just feel stupid, and incapable, and like I'm just completely annoying all the people around me. ....Which I'm sure me being all petulant on here's definitely not helping in that factor XDD

[devilsduplicity]

bb, Livejournal was made for petulance. \o/

And of course I can't speak for your family situation, but I haven't been aware if anything's changed with the group? If this is about tonight, I really just was feeling tired, and wanted to get home and write a bit. (Case in point: I finished a Bishop/Jane ficlet, and am currently working on an RL Tumblr journal. So, yeah.) And Abby has to work early, so I'm certain that's why she was hot on my trail.

/GIVES YOU SAMMY

[sin_unforgiven]

Dawww Sammy lovvveeeee. No, it's not that. It's not you guys (especially not when you left, since I was really tired myself). ....It's just that I act so stupid most of the time around you guys. I don't mean to, I just say and do stupid things, and it makes me feel like a complete idiot. It just seems like you guys are "put upon" by my stupidity, and I don't want to be the baffoon of the group. Ya know? It just irritates me sometimes that I only seem to add in the stupid answers/actions factor, instead of the intelligible aspect. I just kind of wish you guys wouldn't call me out on my stupidity all the time. I'm reminded of how stupid I act everyday by everybody else, and it just hurts that you guys notice it too. If that makes any sense /headdesks self for being unintelligible again. It's frustrating because it's not necessarily anything you guys do, especially not consciously, so it'd be a hard behavior to change. Just like it's hard for me to try and think more/be less stupid when I'm around you guys.