Idolized thinking.. ME? Who would have thunk?

[sinaurora]

I wish that I knew for sure that some things were valid and true. I'm in a gray sort of mood due to the fact that nothing feels distinct. Wishing I knew the truth of the circumstances... this region of the world is mentally depressing

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[moogman13]

Theres always a sacrifice when you persue your professional life. For that short period I was working, I was quite busy and rarely got to hang out with the few people who invited me places or see family. I honestly don't care much for money as well and just want to live in a decent place and enjoy life.

You have to think about if what your actions now will help you be happy later. Sometimes the sacrifices you make now, just make things sweeter in the end.

I've also found at times you shouldn't think of yourself as male or female and try to validate yourself as one. Am I being enough of a man, or woman, etc. All you can do is speak your own voice and of who you are. Your gender is just a part of the overall picture.

Also Peaches has warmed up a lot out of the blue. She's walking around and not hissing at me.