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[sinceredeath]

 So I am back to having baby fever. Yuck. I went and saw Shawna today. I haven't seen her since we graduated. But I was in Lansing and conveniently she was just 4 minutes away from where I was picking my car up. It was wonderful catching up with her. She still has the same "bitch" attitude. =) Which was nice that she hasn't changed. Her and Jj are

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[alreadydead1]

At least you're one of the few chicks that realizes that you're not in the position to have a kid. Ya know having a kid is a wonderful thing, but the mistake that I made is 1.) who I chose to have it with, and 2.) I still had so much that I wanted to do with my life, and it sucked having to set everything aside because he came first, dont get me wrong, I wouldnt trade having him. But you have to make sure that you're willing to devote 100% of yourself to them. No worries though, you'll know when the time is right, and when you do end up having a kid I'm sure that you'll make a wonderful mother.

[sinceredeath]

Ah I know. It's just amazing how all my clients are shocked that I'm not married and have kids because back then, they were getting married at 19 and living a wonderful long life with who they love. It makes me wonder what the fuck our generation is doing wrong. It's really sad. I would like to have something in my life that is permanent, for better or for worse. Someone or something that is there when I actually need it the most.