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[sinceredeath]

I think it's funny when I am actually ready to try and work something out with someone, I get avoided for two weeks just to be told that they have moved on. Wow, how the fuck does that make me feel? It's not that the ideals of love between us are different, because they aren't. And don't tell me I need to grow up because I have grown up. You wouldn

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Really Nicole?

[alreadydead1]

This is a pretty fucked post. I'm a bullshit liar because I said I'll always have love for you? Because you have been there for me means that you won't fuck me over in a relationship? I'm sorry, I let the past be the past, I did. Everything that I told you was today was true. If you cant....or the actuality, don't.....want to accept that, then I dont know what to tell you. I do love you nicole. There isnt anything that I wouldnt do for you. But apparently that means that I'm supposed to never move on and be stuck on you. It's funny how for so long you told me that you didnt want me waiting around for you. Then the moment that I tell you that I've moved on, this happens........nice Nicole, apparently our "friendship" wasnt what I thought it was. W/e I knew that was the case when the shit went down between us. You want to end shit like this then WTF ever. If shit is actually worth salvaging to you, then text me. If not, then have a good life. I'm done with feeling like I NEED you in my life. Like I NEED you to actually

[sinceredeath]

No you can sit there and say you have love for me, but you don't even know me. You fell in love with who you THOUGHT I was. And apparently to you, I need to change and become this super person. Have you thought that maybe you want me to change because its who YOU want me to be? You say I haven't changed and I can't accept the truth or reality of my inner demons? Kirk I have changed. I am not the same person I was a year ago. Sorry that it may not seem like I have because of what happened between us recently, but you don't fucking know how I am now. Yeah the situation wasn't proving anything, but if I was willing to break it off for you to try and actually get to know you, shouldn't that of counted for something? Not only that, you are too busy pointing the faults at me and blaming ME for everything. Bringing up shit I did in the past that didn't even involve you. I'm not that stupid little girl anymore. You don't need to hang on to my every last whim. I could give two fucks less what you decide to do. If you can't take the time to get