last night was crazy. wtf? we had a 30 pack [three people lmfao everyone else was smoking weed] and a bottle of big apple bacardi. hmmmm well let me tell you what i remember? hahaha I DON'T BITCHES. i remember laying on the grass and hooking up with some kid i met friday =x how embarassing? they have pictures. wow it was insane. pictures? fuck yes.

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GeNeRaL InFo:What is your name?TaraHow old are you?14.What do you look like?Tara.What is your hometown?Kearny.FaVoRiTeS:Color?pink & turqouise.Food?chicken, yumm.Alcoholic Beverage?brewskis, and hurricaes and sex on the beach. yumm and long island iced tea, and mudslides, they\'re pretty good. Non- ( Read more... )

i want to prove that i don't always need someone to help me. I really do. I saw it coming, I knew this was all going down. Idky I didn't stop it. But now that everything's happened, I need to find someway to get that respect back. And the trust. I want people to realize I don't need to be babysat, and I don't need someone to always help me. Ik that ( Read more... )

yesterday was alot of fun. i <3 just walking around not caring what anyone thinks, just being myself and being with really fun people.

and for pictures,


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ok so this is kind of annoying me.
today my best friend is leaving, right?
and my mom's like " are you allright cuz im not " and she's like tearing up and stuff
and i really DON'T want to deal with this right now bcuz i know she's leaving,
and it's like she's TRYING to make me cry just bcuz she is. and then she's like
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lmfao, i love this song " miss hilton "
anyway, i got my uggs.
here's some pictures. :


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so raquel is here. it's great with her here, it really is. For once I finally feel like I can be free, be myself =] i know it's cheesy, but she loves me for who i am. she even tells me " i love this,this,this,this, and this about you " and it makes me feel really good. we can finally hang out like we used to, and I'm never lonely solely because she ( Read more... )

well, something someone said made me totally want to change. lately, i've been getting rid of the negative influences, people i don't want to talk to, and all of that stuff. i've stopped acting fake, and i even told nicole lisi that i thought she was an annoying slut, which i would have never done. but there's one thing i'm still not satisfied with ( Read more... )

DisorderRating Paranoid:http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/paranoid.html">Paranoid: color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate Schizoid:http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizoid.html">Schizoid: ( Read more... )

these past days have been absolutely great. well, first of all raquel came down to florida, and that was really great. she'll be here for three more weeks. anyway, the first day that she came down, i went to kelli's to see her since that's where she's staying and we went through her luggage and joked around and caught up on things we missed out on ( Read more... )