{ 006 }
I'm scared. Or, to be precise, I am worried. Now that I am consigliere, there may be more attempts on my life than usual. Father - writing 'Father' with quotation marks in entries other than those private to myself seems somewhat disrespectful - would not have chosen me if he had known that inside I feel this way.
Another factor: Ryuuzaki. I feel unfit to be consigliere, knowing that he is the Underboss. He must have so many talents I do not know about in order to be chosen. He seems so mysterious, as well. As much as I would like to speak to him, I feel.. intimidated. I wanted, before, to have a conversation with him at least once, but now...
At least all I have to do is speak to other people. Those who don’t know me think that I am superior to them, when, in fact, I am just like them, if not less...