I am again at school writing to kill time before my sex class. I have come the realization, I hate school! I know that this is not new, but none the less true. I have so much to do, and no time to do it...and then people wonder why I am burnt out and grumpy, or lazy when I am home!!! Oh well. I IMed Ben while I was at Matt's on Tuesday, ( Read more... )

I have decided that I am no longer going to be the bigger person. I am going to choose to let Ben decide whether he can be a grown up and suck it up. What made me decide this is that after all the fuss Saturday about letting Ben have his fun and choosing not to go to Joel's for that fact, then turning around and the exact same people who were at ( Read more... )

I feel so much better this morning. Adam came by earlier than I had expected, which meant he didn't stay at Joel's long and wanted to be with me :) He is coming tonight too, and then I am having a cookout Monday afternoon! I hope people come! Mom, Hailey, and I are going to go to the cemetaries and lay flowers today. Adam has a family picnic/ ( Read more... )

So I hate having to be the bigger, better person in situations like mine. I wish sometimes I would give myself the right to say...I want to be with my friends on a holiday weekend, if Ben doesn't like it, so be it. But I didn't. Everyone is at Joel's hanging out, but Mike asked Matt to ask Joel to either not invite me or tell me not to come so ( Read more... )

My check came, I am no longer poor. But also, not rich! I bought groceries, and tomorrow I have to get my books ( Read more... )

So I had a good weekend! I spent time with Adam Friday at his house then we came into town to hang with Pebbles. Pebbles and I drank like fishies!!! We both threw up before the night was through(she had more alcohol per volume than me) but we had a good evening ( Read more... )

Summer school is the most boring time to take classes. I have a class right now that begins at 7:30 in the morning. Those of you who know me, know that I DO NOT enjoy mornings, let alone morning classes. Most of the time, I just don't go to them. But I am, because if I do, I will graduate. After that class, I have a 2 hour break. I was going ( Read more... )

So I posted the other day that my internet was out because it needed paid. Well actually it was just out. But then last night, it really did go out because it needed paid. So when my mom stopped by today like she does every Thursday I had to ask her for $100. She gave it to me. I can pay her part of it back Saturday. I am just so grateful to ( Read more... )

I hate it so much. It is almost over for the year, but damn it will it just end already ( Read more... )

So, I got home last night, and my internet was out. I realized it needed paid, but I have no money :( I might get it back up Friday, but most likely on Monday...I might be able to ask my Mom for it, but I really don't want to do that. I get paid Friday, but it will barely be enough to pay it. My next check will be bigger than usual as well... ( Read more... )