why do i bother?

[sinfultemptress]

I cried today...dont know why...i could guess...but I just started to cry, so i have no proof to what i might blame it on

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[nachobanana]

lauren, i Love to love to love ya love ya love ya.

[xxstitchezxx]

I hate being in school. I hate the people around me. I hate that it all puts mye in such a bad mood and I hate that I can't even pretend to be happy for your sake...But if I could pretend for anyone, it would be you. If I ever hurt you because of my own bad mood, I'm sorry and just know that it never has anything to do with you, I love you.

[sinfultemptress]

dont worry about it, i know how you feel about your surroundings...i just love it when you smile...never smile when you dont mean it because true beauty comes out when you are truely happy...i love you.

[blondebin]

i hope you love me.... cuz i still love you....

[sinfultemptress]

i will always love you, no matter what you may think...because everyone knows...what the little guy IN YOUR MIND is telling you, isnt always true

[beautifulkutz]

Lo~ im sorry i caused u ne discomfort . im sorry i was jus curious for real. and i would tell u nething u SHOULD know. believe me if there was nething like that i would be kickin some ass i promise u. I love u!

[sinfultemptress]

tammy dont worry about it. I somewhat talked about it tonight, and even though i feel a million times worse, and have been crying...i do NOT want you to ruin a friendshp over it. I dont wnt you to confront anyone if it will cause stress and frustration (unless you know you absolutely have to). I love you so much, and i dont even knwo why i would begin to think you were hiding soehting, because i knw you tell me everything. I was just a bit on edge this weekend, and i hope you are one of the few that can actually understand that.
I went to the doctor for depression today, and i knwo talking about it helps, but i think i should relax first and then i will be willing to talk. I love you more than anyting in the world, and nothing can change that. If any of my actions make you think different about that at ANY time, please let me know. I love you no matter what i have to deal with.