I've discovered a most heinous Catch-22 in my romantic life: the less a fellow knows I exist, the more beautiful he is ( Read more... )

You know what, I'm still the same person and I still have time to write on this thang so I'ma gonna do it! Yes, I've taken to capitalizing "I" because not doing so was legalistic and cheestastic and there's a bit more self-respect here than there used to be. Maybe because I look to God for it now instead of someone else. I dunno, just a thought ( Read more... )

finding peace in the promises that come from God is beautiful. He KNOWS stuff, i don't really know anything (especially not french, psychology, art history, how to not be awkward, how to properly apply makeup...litany of other things)...but somehow that seems a zillion times more ok when i actually talk to Him about it and listen to what He's got ( Read more... )

pain is abundant. there are two choices: either A) be numb to it and bottle it up without letting anyone in; B) let it out for once, life hurts sometimes and your real friends are the ones who can take you no matter how you are ( Read more... )

i have approximately 2 minutes to jot some stuff before heading off to Cynicism210 (otherwise known as sociology ( Read more... )

ok, i have a humongous and extremely public apology to make to someone. i sometimes forget that having to miss someone and not be shown how much they love you for awhile is much more beautiful, happy, and HOW IT SHOULD BE than to put up a wall. i realize more and more how totally un-Christ-like i am. i had SO much debt that i'd never be able to pay ( Read more... )

it's approximately 2:15 PM, and it's approximately 1200000 degrees in this room. i feel like such a princess, but living sans air conditioning really is a bit tougher than i expected. so i'm still wondering where my life is going (or rather what i'm going to major in and maybe actually work at?), and the list is getting a little shorter! now i'm ( Read more... )

i miss my kevin. i desire another best friend. as in my christa and suitehearts. get me out of here.

Wow it's been a while! But now that Kevin's back at school and Mrs. Myers is getting home really early, i have mucho time-o on my el hands-o. Anyway, thoughts for today are very positive on the whole. Today i went to Deep Run Park with Luke and we played on the playground and fed our leftover french fries to the ducks until the geese arrived and ( Read more... )

Officially, i have no earthly idea where my life is going.

So, earth, officially i'm done asking for your opinions. Kcya.