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Ok, so I haven't updated in like two days.
This is going to be long, so I'm just warning you now.
I started school Wednesday morning.
Derik started school Tuesday night.
I only got to see him for about 10 minutes today.
Hopefully he'll get to come over at 10 when he gets off.
Not being able to see him & talk to him all day is killing me.
I know that's ridiculous, but I'm so used to spending every second with him.
The people he works with are all really cool, so atleast I can go up there & see him sometimes.
It's been two days and I miss summer already. I miss being
all care free & not having to worry about anything. I miss being
able to be with Derik every second.
School is going to be so much stress. I have some classes that are going
to require me to actually study which I've done none of in the past. I've never
really cared about my grades before, but now I'm being pushed harder & I'm so
afraid of not being good enough & disappointing myself or anyone else.
I guess once I've had some time to get used to being back there & stuff it won't
be so much to worry about.
I have more to say, but now I can't even remember what, so I guess it couldn't have been very important.
& that means picture time.
The other night I came in to sleep & these two were sleeping together on the bed & I thought it
was fucking adorable, so I took a picture.
I colored Derik this picture and brought it to him at work. :]
I dyed my hair the night before school.
I didn't decide until 8 at night that I wanted to do it.
So I put zap in it to take out the dye already in it &
lighten it. It came out like this organgish color with blonde.
GROSS.
Then I put some brown color in it to correct that, but instead it turned and oragish
red color & it still looked horrible.(Haha, I'm still wearing Deriks work name tag.)
Then I didn't know what to do so I put a color called Cinnaberry in it. It was supposed to make it more
of a brown with a little red tint, but since I'd previously lightned it and dyed it two other times that night
it came out more of a bright red color with a little brown and black. (It was much more red than it looks the lighting was just bad.)
I still don't like it, but I couldn't dye it more than 3 times in a night, so I had to leave it
that way for the first day of school. I have no one there to impress, so I didn't really care though.
Today I got a different color brown dye that should fix the bright redness & I hope it works.
I'll post pictures when I'm done with it.
Oh Oh & Melanie rides to school with me every day and we eat breakfast
together & listen to Josie & the Pussycats. & in the afternoon she rides home
with me & we get slushes from Sonic. Today she bought me lunch, too and it made
me happy.
That's the only good part of the school day.
I wish I could see Derik right now.
I love him so very much.
Oh P.S. I apologize for my lack of updates/comments. I'll fix that as soon as I get all used to this school stuff.