just got home from chillin at bri's
man
i got trashed last night
haha
me and my brother (tommy) drank quite a bit
but yeah
uhhhhhhh
i guess thats about it
peace

today was alright
then i got home
:-\

yeah
i think im gonna go to sleep soon
but who knows
maybe ill stay up and watch surreal life
im so bored with my life
it really sucks
but whatever

life sucks
girls suck
love sucks
everything fucking sucks

im lost without you
i dont know what to do
i swear
im a mess

im so confused now

my heart beats so fast
when you sit next to me
you make me feel like a scared little kid
i dunno what to do
but at the same time
i feel so secure with you by my side
and when im holding your hand
im trembling
but i dont wanna let go
i wanna stare into youre eyes and dream
thank god for your brown eyes

no way dude
live journal just fuckin deleted my shit
fuuuuck
oh well

summary
tonight was good
hung out with "her"
had fun
her dad drove me home
hes cool
waitin for haley to call
doubtin she will
peace

my new favorite word

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i just wanna talk to you like we still know each other
like we still dont care

i know its hard

and im trying not to push too much

and i still love you