Whats the point in all this screaming, your not listening anyway....

[singer_of_drama]

I destroyed jeans today, was feeling rather violent
I still havent brought myself to crying
I just cant
Listening to comforting friends
and clueless parents
vertical horizion on the player
away messages...that fail to describe it
holding on just hurts
and letting go is impossible

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[xnaive0rleansx]

OOO clare bear.
My poor broken love.

::::HUGS::::
I don't know if this will help you at all hun.. cause i'm not you, and obviously this stuff is different for everyone.. but i'll tell you anyway, in the hopes that it will somehow ease the pain with the promise of a better tomorrow..
Something in his voice was different- he sounded, off.. distant.. cold even, he asked me something meaningless and then said he had to go- i said " i love you" and he didnt say anything for a minute.. then he said 6 words that changed everything. Wrecked me.. took me from me.. to a hollow shell, its like looking at yourself in a shattered mirror, a bunch of pieces of what you once were.. and it only took 6 words
I'm just not feeling this anymoreI didn't cry on the phone. I just couldnt let myself.. i forced the tears not to fall, dug my nails into my hand so that my voice didnt shake.. only my hands were shaking

[xnaive0rleansx]

Do you know what the most suprising thing about a breakup is? -It doesn't actually kill you, like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck. It should. When… someone you've promised to cherish.. says they never loved you… it should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that trying to understand how in the world you didn't know.

[surf_colorado_]

That is quite possibly the saddest thing ive ever read, and i think you deserve it less than just about everysingle person i know. It seems petty to say everything will be alright but i honestly believe that for you, its true.