ventings...finally in non-poetic format..

[singer_of_drama]

I am so incredibly sick of the drama...I hate having fun, and a great time...and at the end of the day still aching inside. I hate trying to forget, I hate going against what everything inside of me is telling me to do. And its like either I will loose my friends, or I will loose myself. Tough choice right? i have 24 days left in sacramento. thats

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From ur L^3

[anonymous]

I will always be ur friend. I will always love u like the kindest soul i've ever met. I will never let u regret anything, because u live to learn and u learn to live. u are such an amazing person to me and to so many other people. how u could think that ur anything less is inconcievable to me. u and i will always b there for u, as long as there might me a dorm room floor for me to sleep on or a starbucks to walk into and find u:) my coffee queen, my baby's momma, my L^3, my favorite closest and best friend... I love you Clare

~Jen*

Re: From ur L^3

[singer_of_drama]

OMG I love my LLL....jen ur are the greatest person ever and never fail to make me smile EVER! I love you dear ALWAYS!!! seriously you are the best person ever!!! you are so much fun...and amazingly understanding...u really are the best thank YOU!!

sooner or later.. we'll laugh about it like we knew what was happening..

[xnaive0rleansx]

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

You grieve you learn

dont worry be happy ( u got us)

[randomlyprsn]

i mean that ur not loosing ur friends does it look like me and ange and dev and sterling and chris have left u NO ......... we love u so lets go out and enjoy the last summer together b4 we all leave and cheer up buckerooo we all love uuuuuuu