people seem to think i look like the following:

zhang ziyi
Gong li
denise richards
icarly
michelle chang

i actually think i look more like gong li than the other people. just a thought. i mean...2 of the people on there arent even chinese. i thought icarly was latino. hahaha

alright, butterflies and rainbows aside.

my new motto is: everyday is a good day.

im serious. its strange hearing me say things like that, right? anyway, everyday will be a good day. life is too short to have bad days.

to be manipulative. or to let others manipulate you? that isnt much of a choice. it's as if to say, would you like to do something bad or let someone do something bad to you?

why, why, why do i keep thinking you're a good person.

tonight i had the best time with my lowell / san francisco friends ( Read more... )

i dont even want to talk about it. fuck, fuck, fuck.

what i don't understand, is why you take advantage of me. I'm a nice person, but please don't do that sort of shit. I'm not a fucking idiot and I know that you're using me. So why do I let you? I suppose I am sort of an idiot to even begin to let you do that to me for six weeks. Six weeks I believed that I would benefit from doing you this favor, ( Read more... )

things to print
insurance claims for drugs
all 3 english assignments

things to tell mom
get my vicodin from pharmacy at kaiser
book check ups

on APRIL 12TH book storage for stuff (try to check out place beforehand)

what else am i missing???
rolling......

angela is coming back to new york! with jessie! yyayyyyyyy hi jessie

FILE YOUR TAXES!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont like being an adult. =( the irs makes me sad. customer service is mean. i just want sunshine!!!!!!!

today i went back to visit lowell for the very first time since graduation. it felt so strange, like, it was pulling me in. i missed the way the halls smell, the smell of chalk, of pencils, erasers, and the piano room. theres just something about the dust that makes it that way. gosh i miss the way things smell ( Read more... )

today i was reacquainted with the most intimate song.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

almost lover- a fine frenzy