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"And it starts, sometime around midnight
Or at least that’s when you lose yourself for a minute or two
As you stand, under the bar lights
And the band plays some song about forgetting yourself for a while
And the piano’s this melancholy soundtrack to her smile
And that white dress she’s wearing, haven’t seen her for a while
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What do I want to write about?
Do I want to write about the fact that even though I am graduating from college in four-ish weeks, I still won't have people there that should be there?
And I won't have any honor cords around my neck?
Even though I've worked myself into poor health for the past... seven years?
And that it doesn't make me feel any different inside.
When will all the ( Read more... ) -
Portia de Rossi
"It happened such a long time ago. But it just shows you if you don't really deal with things that are emotional and traumatic they kind-of resurface in other ways."
-Portia de Rossi -
Consider this...
"Make it not true. Get it out of my head and never let me think about it again. 'Cause unless you can do that, this is something I'm never getting past." -VM ( Read more... ) -
"Don't Forget Me, Don't Regret Me"
Depression is as bad as an addiction. You cannot get rid of it as easily as you want to, and no fix is permanent. Just like a person can be sober for 20 years and then relapse, depression can creep up on you and completely break you down. Such as my inability to come to terms with the fact that very few people in my circle of friends at my college ( Read more... ) -
An oldie but a Goodie
I was rushing away. My vision felt blurry, like the thoughts sprinting past in my head. My first understanding was that I had no one by my side. No one. My advisor had plans with his family he couldn't break. None of my friends wanted to rock the boat and be by my side. Secondly, four men I considered my friends had seen me rush out of the trial ( Read more... ) -
"...for someone uncomfortable with intimacy..."
"...here's my dirty little secret: It was harder to be with him, in some ways, than it had been to be with Patrick. Being with someone who genuinely likes you poses certain challenges for someone uncomfortable with intimacy. I kept expecting him to see me for what I was and come to his senses. I kept expecting my own insecurities to rise up and ( Read more... ) -
I am freaking out
I am totally freaking out.
This whole "domestic bliss" situation is freaking me out.
I almost don't know what I am doing now.
I love this house.
I love being with my boyfriend.
But somehow it isn't enough. And I miss someone else. -
Exception
The exception to the rule......
This time I have no idea what to do.
As one of my best friend's put it, "he's like your Big...the guy you never will get over".
Yeah.
slow dancing tight ( Read more... )
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