He came home..

[singininmysleep]

I cry. I keep crying. I can't help it. I want to die. I am all alone in this world right now. I am alone in my marriage. My kids hate me. The guy I am married to treats me like shit. My aunt is a bitch. My parents have too many of their own problems for me to confide in/talk to them. My sister has her own life now. My brothers aren't ever around.

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[_paquette_]

you ahve my empathy. If you ever need to talk i'm here.

[slsweets]

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, Singing. Please, go to the doctor and get checked and try to take care of yourself.

Storm

aww..

[singininmysleep]

stormy, you're so sweet all the time... :)

[g7gurl]

am i the only one that ever thought this? maybe i am...but sweetie, it's not worth all this pain and emotional trauma. you and your children deserve to be in a loving, supporting marriage. anything else isnt good for either of you. LEAVE HIM. so he makes threats of custody? so what! you know what i say? prove it with a hidden camera or bring it into court. get evidence from surrounding friends and familys. he wants the kids? where was he when they were BORN. obviously not by your side but for a second, complaining

[winifred]

I agree with this. It sounds like your husband is emotionally abusive. Comments threatening to take away your children if you leave is a control tactic designed to make you fear leaving him. Unless you're a drug addict who repeatedly neglects or beats your babies senseless, no judge is going to award custody to your husband, no matter what kind of "nice guy" act he pulls.

There are resources to help women in your situation, and I hope you use them. It's not too late to do so. You can recover from his abuse -- where there's a will, there's a way.

I send you strength and hope from up here in the Pacific Northwest. Hang in there.

[king_nor]

now i feel horrible. like i'm taking up your sisters time and i really want to be there and help you out. it kinda funny actually how that works, becuase everyone has their own shit to deal with in their lives. but what seperates the nice perople from the asses, is how much one puts his own shit aside to help out another. well, i have broad shoulders, so if you need somewhere to cry...

aww

[singininmysleep]

you are such a sweetie... kim likes you very much and I can see everything she sees in you... *hug*

Re: aww

[king_nor]

i kinda like all this talking behind my back about how great i am. but i feel as though i'm being overly praised without any real reason for it.

[isaidgooddaysir]

laurie you know that i am always here for you but you always want to talk to mom, i hate to say this but, we have all told you the same thing every time but you dont seem to listen or want anyone to do anything about it. i love you and dont take offense to this if you need to talk call and talk ill sit there and listen and if you dont want me to say anything to anyone about i wont, you know this im good with secrets. LOVE YOU sissy

aww

[singininmysleep]

I just feel SO bad making you listen to me rant on.. I feel like I am just wasting your time. I know you love me, I just feel guilty when I take up too many peoples time... that's why I bitch on here... love you, have fun at the beach!