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[singinntherain]

It's a new year. I find myself behind Cameron's gorgeous new laptop while he's out getting Thai food take-out. A new year. For having what I have always wanted, I am terrified to lose it. And I am hurt to see that not everyone believes I deserve this

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[anonymous]

You're making this sound like I'm the completely ungrateful friend, that I'm always needy and I never return the love to you, when I know, and I hope you know, that if I had a car, I would give you a million rides, when you've had boy problems, I've listened, when you've had girl problems, I've listened, when you've had school problems, I've listened, and encouraged you. To question whether or not you have been one of my priorities is beyond me because I thought I always made it very clear that you are one of 2 people in my life that I honestly look up to, and trust, with absolutely every secret, fear, and dream I have. I have nothing, NOTHING at all against him, in fact, I still love him like I've always told you I've loved him, and I'm not telling you to stop loving him, at all!...I've watched enough situations to know that when a friend falls in love, it becomes all about that boy, and I understand that, you know I've seen it up close many times. I know we'll be friends again, and I know this is just frusteration. I think your

[anonymous]

i actually just reread what you wrote, and how i replied, and honestly, i'm just disgusted in your entire entry.

[classycosmo]

i love you!! your my bestest friend too.. lol i want one like that! lol