So its night again and I cant sleep. This is always the time where my mind just wont shut off. I cant stop thinking. I feel like Im walking around and going through life but the person living it isnt me ( Read more... )

I woke up today in London ( Read more... )

"Bye baby", I say it trying not to sound sad. "bye, see you next weekend" He says it so assuringly, but I know that there is a 50/50 chance of me not seeing him next weekend. He walks out the door but not without giving me atleast 20 kisses and about 5 goodbyes. When he finally shuts the door I run to the window. I watch him get in the car, always ( Read more... )

Yep thats what I am. I cant believe I am still doing this. But what can I say, I like the excitment.

I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE

The four letter word that some of us use way too lightly. Do we really make sure we are in love before saying it? or do we just say it because we want to feel it ( Read more... )

Ive been reading all of your journals, and I have been comparing them to other things ( Read more... )

Im alittle depressed. Ever since I got back from Tenesee all I can think about is how bad my family made me feel for going to my Grandmothers funeral. My Grandma and I were very close, and this is consuming me. Losing her is something that shocked me, I just dont understand this nonsence that was made out of her death. The whole time I was down ( Read more... )

So I had a pretty bad week. My grandma passed away sunday night and well last minute trip to Tenessee and well it was horrible. I never want to see that side of the family again. Im tired just got in and well I think I need to change. Ill post later all about it.

my dad showed me his foot and for the past 20 minutes i thought a blister had popped on his foot right. it turns out it was a red pepper on his foot and i asked him dad why dont you clean that off you sicko and he says whats the hurry. i cant stop laughing ( Read more... )