alrighty...i am completely certain that other people dont read my entries..so im just gonna tackle this topic that has been rattling around in my head for ages. its one that some people would squirm to and others couldnt give a lesser of a damn. oh vell ( Read more... )

i really need to learn how to pull allniters and not burn myself the next day...i stayed up with andrew till 445 am yesterday, working on fucking life drawing for damn teacher who has no brain.....only cuz i wanted to kick his ass and show him that I AM AN ARTIST (despite what he says). since i had an 8 the next day i figured that if i went back ( Read more... )

i only have a few words with such little time to spare...

CURSE YOU FUCKING ART GODS AND YOUR DAMNED TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES IN HISTORY!!! I SPIT ON YOU!!

thank you come again

Lic

this is really bothering me....honestly and really...HOW THE FUCK CAN ART TEACHERS HONESTLY GRADE ART PROJECTS?! and how can the idiots slip thro the hands of the intelligent, letting them come into the system and teach?! seriously having issues with the teacher that i ACCIDENTALLY insulted at the end of last year ( Read more... )

there is always something that seems to catch up on us when we are given then sacred time of "SPRING BREAK"...the famous college kids go to exotic beaches and act as bafoons with drugs, sex, and alcohol.....those that are ( HAPPILY! ) stuck out of that traditional ritual are left at home with goddamn homework....TEACHERS DONT LIVE OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL ( Read more... )

whoever invented country music and blues musci...gaaaah!!! help me soooo much!! i had to endure country music during life drawing today. andrew and i were dying for lack of heavy metal goodness in the room. it was blues music...and were talking the stuff where the dude complains about his dog leaving him, about his mom, and how hes moving on with ( Read more... )

thats what it feels like after a while...i live my life thro my doodles...sketches and drawings...i want to be able to express myself through my artwork when i get older and a firm job. or hell, people might not want to see my expressions. no one really cares anymore about what other people think. we all just do our own things and leave everyone ( Read more... )

me on break now.....................yipie ( Read more... )

alright....today was summed up in one word BITTER thats all i was today....its making me so mad that im nothing but bitter lately.....i just came back from my painting class. had to restrain myself about twice from screaming at my teacher. yea i probably suck at the progress that i have put into the painting for final project but, im just tired ( Read more... )

this is quite and rithingly selfish of me to write an entry like this one............why is it that there are sometimes where i am hoping that someone would notice me? im not dancing naked in the streets or spinning curses out of my mouth just to draw stares at me.....but wtf is up with this feeling and desire to want to be NOTICED...? just this ( Read more... )