Guess hardly anyone read this anymore, guess that is good as this is going to be a depressing/down post. Right now I feel like I'm going to have a break down/melt down from everything b/c I feel so down. After this I'm probably not going to post unless something changes or things get more positive. For those who do not like down kind of posts I ( Read more... )

Can I survive a year working at this library, especially with everything that is going on and the fact that I only get paid 26,000 a year for working 7 hours every 5 days and possibly more now. I have bills to pay that equal 14,000 a year which means I put about 12,000 in the bank. Is it right, is it fair? No. It's a job people, a foot in the door ( Read more... )

Gosh this is an interesting week so far and it's only Tuesday. The head reference librarian Paula is in the hospital b/c of tests that came back, supposedly it has something to do with her heart. I hear she is in ICU, not good ( Read more... )

Things are a bit better than last time I posted ( Read more... )

How have things been going in general? I'll sum it up: I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired ( Read more... )

I should post that I did finally did get a library job in PA and I moved out of my parents house. It feels good to finally have something in my career and feel independant. I've been pretty busy with moving and other things, so sorry for the delay. The past couple weekends I've been busy moving and going to concerts. Coldplay at the Tweeter Center ( Read more... )

Various weekends have been busy. Recap: Memorial Day weekend went to Wilkes Barre to put flowers on relatives graves and my brother came home. The next weekend I met with Steph Friday for Devon which got rained out. Saturday-Sunday I spent with Becki at her house warming party and church. The next weekend was the bachelorette party for Krista at a ( Read more... )

Warning this is going to be a long post! First things, first good news is that the doctor said I do not have anything. Yeah! I did however get a cold from the babies I was around, oh well ( Read more... )

I haven't been feeling well lately, I have to wait on blood tests to see what I might have. I didn't get the job at Chambersburg, further delaying me from moving out. I'm running low on job prospects that are entry level. I'm thinking I should go the route of getting my school certification or perhaps something else entirely b/c I'm getting tired ( Read more... )

So a lot has been happening since I last wrote in here. The counseling sessions have been going well and I think they help me deal with my situation here. I saw Matt finally after a month of busy weekends and some of my other friends too, so that was good ( Read more... )