man, those glasses britney and i have are DEATH.

so. attempt number one at pulling myself out of this slump that i'm in. after the boy leaves or after i come back here, i get really ridiculously lonely. if you know me even slightly, you know that i'm not the type of person to just call someone to hang out. several of you expressed interest in hanging out when we got back to school, but i haven't ( Read more... )

i had a bit of a meltdown earlier.
i have things that need prayer.
please pray.

last night was...
+ time with richie. we watched the ladykillers. their cat is cute. i love the boy.
+ girl talk till 6am with kirsten and steffie. it ruled.

currently i'm a bit bored. that should change in an hour or so.
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my hair has gone completely crazy !!

p.s.
i'm going to see richie tomorrow.
and then i'm staying at kirsten's house.
erin & becca, maybe you could come over?
i miss your beautiful faces.

why am i so bummed out tonight? i have free time so i should be writing or collaging or reading a new book or finishing the one i'm reading for class or decorating my room (which i, oddly, haven't done yet). but i'm sitting here. or like a few minutes ago i was curled up on my bed... doing nothing, just laying there. maybe it's the rain. i don't ( Read more... )

please allow me once again to apologize for being a truly crappy friend. i don't mean to alienate people but i guess that i've lost friend by doing just that. i'm sorry. i miss so many of you so much.

it's been quite a weekend. on friday morning, i had some extra time before class so i decided to wash the dishes because we didn't have much clean stuff. so i was washing a glass when it suddenly broke and nearly sliced a piece of my finger off. i have this awful flap of skin hanging off now. when it happened i started bleeding all over the place. ( Read more... )

i'm starting to get anxious and antsy and i don't want to read beowulf anymore and i don't want to read about the byzantine empire anymore and i don't want to read about yossarian and all the crazy people he knew anymore! all i want is for tomorrow night to be here and for me to be with richie ( Read more... )

i think that clarity by jimmy eat world is an album that comes remarkably close to perfection.