i'm getting quite frustrated. i haven't been remembering my dreams nearly as much as i have in the past. the dreams that i do remember make absolutely no sense. especially when they involve people that make me quite angry. :sigh: ever just stop and wonder where people went wrong? yeah, i have and i've done it a lot lately. it's just upsetting, you ( Read more... )

so i haven't had much of a day yet because i just wanted to sleep after this morning. i guess i just won't understand people sometimes. i'm tryin to get out of my house because i really don't wanna be home right now. OC tonight, not sure if i'll watch it tonight or just wait to watch the recording. musical tommorow...not even sure if i want to go. ( Read more... )

this day WAS very upbeat and awesome. unfortunately that's not the case anymore. i'm too tired to make a full update so this is all you get for now...deal with it

so it's been exactly 20 days since my last update. basically, 20 days in the life of herr von glockenspiel with no record means A LOT has happened and if you know about it, you were probably a part of it and if you have no idea what's happened, ask me :-P i do have to say one thing: since my last update i've had a good talk or two with a girl that ( Read more... )

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so now there might be drama at home this weekend. i hope there's not because everyone will be at my house and i don't like drama in my house. i've given it a chance to end and all be good for the weekend. hopefully the parties involved play ball and we can all be happy. in my world, drama's all there is. i'm gettin real tired of it too. i don't ( Read more... )

i don't even know anymore...i'm going to bed. hopefully this weekend will be good. night kids

kinda pissed off right now. females :shakes head: don't know what to do with em

so, this weekend was kinda interesting. friday wasn't as great as i thought it was going to be. during the day i just didn't want to leave the room because i was really down and out for some reason so i took a mental health day all day. when nich was done classes, we headed for NY. when i thought the day was going to be great, it wasn't. i don't ( Read more... )

so being back at school isn't all that bad. got another person to talk to now. her name's mallory and she's amazing. also can talk to aimee who is likewise amazing. i miss being home though. i miss everyone and i've only been gone 3 days or so. stopping back in town tonight because nich and i need to pick up something we're lacking. ryan, mark and ( Read more... )