I got to call 911 yesterday.
That sure was fun.

His wife was in a panic.
He was lying on the bench by the restrooms, shaking, gasping for breath, red-eyed and vomiting.
I could've sworn that man was going to die right there in front of me.
And I know somehow, that if he had, in one way or another-

I felt it would've been my fault.

Nameless German man, I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I skipped school like most the rest of us, and went prom shopping with the girls.
And I tried on a dress in a mirrorless room, and stepped out to be greeted with a choir of gasps.
And I fell in love.
And I bought it.
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It's 11:30, and I'm holed up in my room.
Writing my over-due history IA by candlelight,
singing softly to my Spring Awakening soundtrack.

And it's been a while since I've felt this peaceful.

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Pulse is gone and racing, 
all fits and starts.
Window by window you try and look into
this brave new you that you are.
       And who can say what dreams ( Read more... )

Tonight was essentially amazing.

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So,
18 now.

This day has strayed so far from where I had hoped it'd go.

This whole day, I've been picking up on scenes that have brought back memories that I'd genuinely forgotten. Today of all days. Why do I feel like so much of my life has simply ran past me?

I still want my tattoo.

Since when do all hot guys hang out at the post office?
It was absolutely ridiculous...

I was essentially pulled from my bed this morning to go take pictures of the icicles outside. The water from the sprinklers froze all over. Needless to say, it was fucking cold.
D:

About 2 weeks till my birthday. We've been car shopping for the past few days or so, ( Read more... )

Christmas Eve I spent with Alex. We went for a nice bikeride around town for a bit, then stopped off for lunch. We went to Barnes&Noble, and got my Spring Awakening soundtrack, then headed to the movies to see I Am Legend ( Read more... )

How do I always manage to fuck things up so badly?!

God damnit.

Just fucking kill me now and get it over with.
That'd be grand.

l*sirens go off*
E X C E S S I V E   S P O I L E R   A L E R T .

But I'll warn you now anyway,
if you loved the book the Golden Compass, for all that is holy and good in this world,
DO NOT GO SEE THE MOVIE, unless you're looking forward to acceptional disappointment.
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Dear douchbagdirectorofTheGoldenCompass,

Your movie
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When they played "Paralyzer" at the Victoria Secret Fashion Show, I swear I almost died.
So for now, 
I'm pretty sure I'm a fatty, 
and that I need a pair of amazing shiny wings.

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