my head is a mess. I can't sleep anymore. It's really hard to let go of someone you felt was a sister to you. It's unfortunate, but it is life. You can't stay friends with someone who only brings drama and hurts you constantly without even realizing it. I never wanted things to end so dramatically, to be left so messy. I keep going back and ( Read more... )

http://www.thepeakoftreschic.com/2012/01/wedding-ideas-too-cute-not-to-share.html

hello cymbalta, please please please don't turn my world upside down. I'm overwhelmed, and that's an understatement. Went to the dr :( I knew I wasn't ready but I took the bull by the horns, I did some bloodwork, and was put on a new medicine in the matter of an hour. It's a lot to deal with. I told myself I'd never ever take pills again, and ( Read more... )

no dr. appt for me. haha what's new? I'm relieved though. I honestly never want to go to the doctor's again, if I die, I die. haha

I feel so lonely it hurts. I don't even really understand. so many different emotions, all negative. I'm so scared. I have a my first doctor's appointment monday, I haven't been in a year almost, and I have to go alone. I don't know if I'm going to be able to tell her what's wrong with me, I'm just so scared. I don't want to have to take ( Read more... )

Everything I have to look forward to
Has a pretty painful and very imposing before

Look guys I am a Control Freak, it's just a fact of life. I've learned that you can't really depend or trust in anyone, so if I have to depend on you (like there is just no absolute other way) best believe that I want to know every detail about your schedule, and what time you're picking me up or taking me somewhere or dropping something off or ( Read more... )

http://listverse.com/2008/03/19/10-cool-geek-gadgets-for-the-kitchen/

why is it, every time I start my period I become immobile & dysfunctional. I like have to plan on being with beau the day i start every time because I need someone to help me the whole day. I like can't function at all (I need help moving), and it's so annoying. Like today It was so nice and I just wanted to feel well and do something, it's ( Read more... )

"We must not see any person as an abstraction. Instead, we must see in every person a universe with its own secrets, with its own treasures, with its own sources of anguish, and with some measure of triumph."
- Elie Wiesel