I need to find a good doctor to go to find out what's plaguing me. I need to go to an office that shows compassion, and does more than diagnose me on some paper work and blood test. I need to know without a shadow of a doubt what exactly is going on with my body, and so far I am still skeptical. I'd rather be overly worried about my health, than ( Read more... )

this is possibly too real for this site, but oh well ( Read more... )

Today could pass for the worst day of the month.

I can't fit any of my pants or shorts anymore.
& its driving me crazy because I haven't been doing anything different
but have gained 20 pounds somehow.

I don't have the money to buy new clothes.
nothing is working.
fuck
I blame lyrica for fucking up my metabolism, even tho I've been off it for 8 months.

when you cry all day & all your left with is that numbing head ache, that just sucks that little bit of life left out of you.
it's 8 oclock and I wish It were later, I want to be in bed, but it's so hot, and I'm so sick.

I'm feeling really weak right now. And resentful, and bitter ( Read more... )

everyone's so stuck in their own fucking little world, they can't even see past it. No one even tries to care about anyone but themselves.
I grow rather tired of this, aren't we supposed to get better? Progress? Seems like the opposite is happening to the human race, I'm wondering if I should even stick around to watch the downfall.

it's funny that even after that big long talk, since then you've talked to me three or four times and each one you asked to hangout. nothing else, just to hangout.

you heard not a word.

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american teenagers these days are so weak minded, so pessimistic. They cannot deal with the smallest problems, the most narcissistic problems, so they turn to drugs and alcohol? I mean were breeding little pessimistic, narcissistic, alcoholics & drug abusers who can't even deal with a breakup on their own, they have to go get drunk, or smoke weed ( Read more... )