yeah so today i worked the desk at work. and it rather sucked till i actually ran into a friend i made at the end of the school year this past year. chet.. he came up to the desk and talked to me and told me i should call him. i totally hope we can hang out and everything. hes really sweet. and he told me the nicest things bout how when he first ( Read more... )

bah. so today i worked...

it sucked massively. i did get to see andy though so i was happy. and it went pretty fast overall cuz of the weather and we stay relatively busy for the most part. tomorrow i have to work and then im off tues and then i work wed.

brian was being a whore face today idk why. i miss his nice side . hes no fun to joke with ( Read more... )

lets see. not much has really happened in the past two days. last night i watched the pacifier and thats about all. today i worked and then i came home and took a shower. it felt so good to just stand in the hot water and let all of my frustration wash away. its nasty weather outside it seems, i hope it doesnt rain really bad or anything. at least ( Read more... )

lol. so tongiht was good. i came home and cleaned the house from top to bottom and then stephen came over. its like every time he sees me all is forgiven cuz he does the sweetest little things that matter all the more. like kissing my forehead and whispering that my eyes take his breath away. or nuzzling his head in my neck and breathing my perfume ( Read more... )

today i slept late and got up and went to work. we stayed pretty busy for the most part but it felt like it was forever. and the weather was scary. torrential rain for the most part. i spent tonight talking to my moms ex boyfriend (hes like my dad) more so than my real dad is. and i just burst out into tears because i miss him so much and i told ( Read more... )

He spends his nights in California, watching ( Read more... )

another fucking friday wasted. i took today off becuz i was suppose to have plans with either stephen or artie. neither of the bastards called me back. wtf . why do they offer to make plans out of nowhere and then revoke them. and my dad is being a stupid jerk about my drving . he keeps telling me that im just traiing and idk what im doing and he ( Read more... )

bah i hate my life.!!!!!!!!!! everyday i come home and listen to bitching. i here how me haveing a job is such a burden. how i am such a burden. sometimes i wish i would just run away or die so that i would stop makign such a negative impact on everyones stupid life.... im tired of getting yelled at day in and day out and of being made to feel ( Read more... )

so lets recap this lame ass weekend shall we. stephen was suppose to show up at my house on friday. indeed he did not. he never called so i got ready for nothing and sat and worried about whether or not he died in a fiery crash or something . idk. or if he ended up hanging out with some friends or whta. im not quite sure. anyhow. i wrote him a ( Read more... )

so tonight i go to my dads. stephen is coming to see me. hopefully things will go smoothly. joe is still at the beach. havent talked to him. havent talked to eman. andy is still in ny. i have to wear red white and blue on sat for fourth of july sale... ewwwww... lol. i think i might get to paint faces so that is good. things are alright i suppose. ( Read more... )