We were laying together on your couch one night. You were falling asleep in my arms and I was watching something not very interesting on tv, when out of nowhere you ask me, "are you sleeping with someone else?" No, I'm not sleeping with someone else but there is someone else and I don't even know what to do about it. I should have said no when he ( Read more... )

buddy got me a burner for my computer, damn I'm addicted now. I told him I would pay him back for it, buuuut, i don't think i will.

I spent the day with Chelsea yesterday. I had a lot of fun with her. Both of us complaining about our boyfriends and talking about college and everything. I really need to start hanging out with her more and stop devoting so much of my time to Buddy. Things are good with us now and in a way I'm starting to think that he realizes that all his ( Read more... )

I really have to talk to him because the past month has really been bringing me down. I want to be open about my problems with him but I have such a hard time expressing myself. I'm so used to joking about things that are really bothering me and passing it all off like it's no big deal when really, it's tearing me up inside. I don't know why it's ( Read more... )

I think it might be time to call it quits. Even though I still love you things just don't seen right anymore. You're so distant and I'm so tired of dealing with your shit. this is why I never bother. It always ends up being a waste of my time. If things don't get better then I'm done. I've wasted so much energy on you already, it just doesn't seem ( Read more... )

I got the new comcast high speed internet yesterday. it's the shit. I think I'll be online more often then before because now I don't have to wait 5 fucking minutes for a webpage to load ( Read more... )

Strokes concert was this past Saturday. I almost had to go into work but I'm happy I didn't. It was the absolute greatest experience of my life. Katie, I love you because without you it wouldn't have happened.

it's all great and everything when we're together but it's getting too hard to actually get the time for us to be physically together. sometimes the effort seems worth while and sometimes it doesn't. but i'll hang in there because i'm falling in love with you. but i'm always preparing myself for the hurt because it always comes sooner or later and ( Read more... )

so he was with his family all day yesterday. I was pissed off because he wasn't home and he was with his dad the whole time. I feel like such a bitch. He called me right after I posted and apologized and explained how seeing his dad is going into the army they're all giving him a going away party, which is today and he was helping them get ready ( Read more... )

I love how my boyfriend totally disappears on me. He'll make me promise that he'll get to see me after work and yesterday I made him promise he'll be home because I know how he is. So I call him today after work and guess what, the asshole isn't even fucking home. I'm so pissed off at him right now it's not even funny. He better not even try ( Read more... )