I just don't feel heard. Why can't you hear me? You can see my lips moving through this glass you put up but you never really hear a word I say, do you?

How long do you expect me to talk and never be heard?

What is wrong with my voice? My opinion? My ideas?

Why am I always wrong.

Stop putting me in these relationship altering situations. You think I ( Read more... )

2:29 in the morning and I can't sleep. I'll pay for this when I make myself get up after at 10:00 no matter what time I get to bed by. Ah well ( Read more... )

 So out with the old and in with the new. New picture from last weekend. And my totally hot red corset with gold phoenix's. Oh how I need a haircut ( Read more... )

I have never been a person that believes in a whole lot, not to mention God. Call me a fruit-loop but I has a small experience. Lately I have been feeling lost and trying to figure out who Tannis is, and not just is but who I want to be. I read this amazing and soul touching book called Eat, pray, love. I won't go into detail about it though. Just ( Read more... )

Been a long time for me since I have posted ( Read more... )

My season at Mount Seymour starts again in just over a month. I am super excited. The first and only job i have ever wanted to get up at 6:00am for, stand in the rain and hitch hike up the mountain, and still enjoy it, kinda job. I am not working right now, just focusing on my studys and helping to build mine and David's business. I am super stoked ( Read more... )

Life is crazy right now. Mostly good though. I started a Colon Clease to flush my system and I now also only eat Organic food. It has, overall, made me feel fantastic. No stomach pains. No more acid reflex. And 20lbs lighter, to boot.

I tried working a 'normal' job again. It stressed me out so bad that I would pull muscles in my neck. And of course ( Read more... )

I am kinda all fucked up a bit. I have been at the parents for a few days now and have another five or so to to. I love it here. In the time I have been here, no headaches or neck pain, no stomach problems, nothing. So it is obviously stress. Even when things are going great I still get all these odd illnesses. So that is why this offer my dad ( Read more... )

A few things ( Read more... )

Whatever. A 'friend' who posts simply to bitch the entire time and then expects people to run to their journal and agree with your absurd complaints. And BEWRE if you don't flock to her journal to re-afferm her complaints, she makes ANOTHER journal complaining again about how ignored she is ( Read more... )