Kelsey informs me she wants your ass... in a completely non-sexual way, hah ( Read more... )

So. I'm not sure what's going on here. I talk to Kelsey today, and it was good and bad. I'm glad she's worried about you, she started crying about it. But, it's what she told me that was the disturbing part. She let me know that you were seriously trying to obtain this drug that I've fought tooth and nail so hard for the past sixth months to get ( Read more... )

I'm use to this, I'm not sure if that's good. You're gone again, and I'm totally confused. I don't know what happened, I'm not sure what went wrong, all I know is that I was in your room at the hospital for 12 hours, and I was the only one there. Where was your family? Your mother? Your father? Your sister? Some family. I know you're terrified of ( Read more... )

It's been three months since I updated this shit, sad part is no one reads it anyways but I'll write like I have an audience anyways ( Read more... )

It is so freakin' depressing to re-read through all of my old entries. Gawd.

Ever feel like you just kept running but made no progress? I don't know if it's a legit feeling but it's how I've felt all week for some reason. The vacation was weird, it seemed to kick me back a step, and I'm really procrastinating on this damn paper, although it should be easy to write. I'm happy I'm doing good in at least 3 out of 4 classes, ( Read more... )

A week later ( Read more... )

So...about day 1 ( Read more... )

Guess I lost this fight, I'm sorry it went like this. But no matter what, no time soon will I be over you. You are still the absolute love of my life and by the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Thanks for the most amazing two and half years I could have ever asked for, and even though you will never read this, you are a great girl. I love you ( Read more... )

So. I got the job. Woo.